A Panda's Public Diary

Something strikes me and I continue the blog.

2011-05-03T12:48:00.000-07:00

Actually, I planned to write it at the start of April, but my PROCRASTINATING personality made me to write it now..

I feel like more lively now, with the volunteer activities and church activities that I join right now. I feel that I really use my time really good. :) (except for homework and schoolwork that I keep procrastinate).

Finally, I just found out that my friend lives 5-10 minutes from my house.. *dumb me*
So, I think I will stop by her house more often, just to socialize. :)

Last friday, six of my friends and I were playing "Spoon", it's a hilarious card game, where the loser must drink 3 sips of punishment drink. (NB: We usually play it in a bubble tea place). hehe. Last week's drink consisted of 1. Peppermint, 2. Almond, 3.Lemon, 4.Avocado, 5. Hazelnut, 6. Our Saliva-s ? hahaha. Because all of us got a chance to drink it and all with a single straw. LOLz. The fun part is that we went home with only a car, 7 people in a-supposedly-5-person-fitting-car. Lolz. It's fun that we keep burping and farting(okay I will stop it right there).

and Last saturday, I volunteered in my school, at first, I was assigned to be a waiter(the email said so), but when I arrived, I needed to move all the wine to a cold place, help making the salad, and at last, serve the guests. I think I served well, as my table decided to give me a slice of cake (intended to do so). :)

Okay, I need to go back to my music assignment. see you guys!
Fai

Seasons in The Sun.

2011-03-30T23:38:00.000-07:00

Today I listened to "Seasons in The Sun". A "Westlife" song from '99. It quite makes my eyes wet somehow.. I really like this song, as I always imagine if anyone from my family or friends died. I know it's a bad habit, but I'm just trying to make myself to be prepared to anything that will happen. Or I often imagine that if me myself died, what should I do? Will I go to heaven? Will I go to hell? Or maybe I can accompany my family in the Earth but unseen? I want the latest one, so that I can still see them although they can't see me, but it's (just cried somehow :'( ). I know it's really not realistic, but people dying is a real thing.. :( . I know there is something called peacefully death, and I want something like that, instead of dying in a horror because of some murderer or kidnapper or drunk driver. hahaha..
Sorry, this post is really emotional, I should just close it here.

Thanks,
Fai

"Moving Forward" ! My first retreat in the states

2011-03-27T01:37:00.000-07:00

Why I said it's in the states? As the retreat is quite deep inside the mountain. It's around Auburn, WA. :) :) :) It's near the southern Washington.

I went there with Ci Angie that accidentally went too far south, but she realized it in short time which made the reroute to be faster than it could be. :). Sorry for squeezing you Kerrie. :P :P . But she fell asleep, so I think that was not that bad... huahuahua

We left my house at around 3.40/3.50 and arrived at the Camp Berachah at around 5.30/ 5.40.
It was a fun car ride though, as we talked about so many things that will take me days to write it here (so exaggerating!). *Actually I feel quite disappointed that my phone was out of battery at the start of the second day.. Dang it. @_@. So the photos were from my friends' fb. :P

When we arrived there, Elvis and I went to the room with Tony, who arrived there earlier, haha. :P We had a dinner and then the first session! :) . Ps. Daniel Harafi is a really funny pastor/preacher (which one yah?). He didn't feel uncomfortable to share so many things with the people that mostly he just met at that day. He talked about how a big church is a big power, which means that we are the church and we will have power. To make the long story short, then he did an outercall, for people that wants to make themselves the "churches". He emphasized that you should not go in front just because there were many people did it. I questioned myself if I was really capable of it? At last, I decided that I will not go in front, as I don't want to 讲白话(makes a promise that I can't keep). But as we worshiped God when they were praying, I regretted that I didn't go in front. I didn't know if i made a correct choice to not make an empty promise. I believe that God knows it, and it's just about the timing. After we finished the sermon, we played a "fair" jeopardy. It was one-sided somehow. We went back to our room, and we tried to set up our stuffs in place (luggage, bedsheets, bolster, blanket)
. Then we decided to take a shower first, Elvis brought a Chinese Chess (象棋）, he taught Hadi to play it, and I think he succeed (?).

After sometimes, we decided to go out (to the a big hall connected to the four separate dormitories). We played "Mafia" until 2.30 am. hahaha, But I got on bed at 3.00, and finally fell asleep at 3.30 am. I woke up at 8.00 am (which is the time the breakfast starts (opps)), and I just made my hair wet and went straight to the breakfast, I think I had some scrambled eggs and sausages, and a small carton of milk. That was the first really really western breakfast that I ever had in the states(so lame). Lol... I went back to take a shower and there we goes, second sermon, it's about that being a big church, we will have a big life.

We had some free time after that to do a talent show in the night. It was from 1.30 till 4.00. But, I played volleyball instead, I am a really bad volleyball player, as I don't really play it before and that we lost two tight sets before losing the last one, I had to go to practice. The practice was quite fun, nevertheless we decided to make a drama, about a son that asked for his father's wealth and left his house, he impregnated a woman and after he met a religious girl in a class, he realized his sin and fault, he went back to the pregnant girl and decided to take responsibility of her. I played the role as the teacher in the class and the father of the pregnant girl. Hahaha, I never know that playing a drama will be such a 快感！！！ haha.

I played volleyball from 1.15 pm to 3.30 pm (?). My hands still hurt now, and I will be playing tennis tomorrow. orzz. :P. After finished talking about the drama, I played ping-pong with my roommates and friends as many others are going to the holy baptism, so they can speak in tongue with God. I didn't join that as I already went through it before, but i feel some regrets, because I want to experience it again, but when I realized it, it was too late. The situation just didn't allow me to go there. I played ping-pong until 5.45 pm/6.00 pm. Although sometimes my friends made joke about my name, which I dislike the most, I just laughed it off, I don't have other choices I think. Then we had dinner, I think that we had chickens and rice for that night, but because I haven't taken my shower yet, I finished it like really quick(because I saw Elvis and Tony left without calling me >___< ). I caught up with them though haha, and after shower we went there, and the pastor called the people who are able to speak in tongue right now, to tell us how they feels. I was happy when I saw my friends stood in front there. :) . Especially Sonia who accepts Jesus by now. *plok plok plok* as Ps. Dan said that even if only for one soul, we need to clap for them.
I really feel happy for them as they can speak in tongue with God right now. But, I just don't want them to take it for granted, that they will not make fun of it. *hopefully*. :)

To make the long story realllllyyyy short. We went through day 3 with the same pattern but,
- I woke up at 8.30 am.
- We played drama
- We, as NSCC district, were the first place! :)
- We 游车河-ed from Auburn to almost Everett. :P
- I supported a child now. :) , so he can go to school and live up to His name. :)

Gracias[thanks(?)]
Fai

Finals Week and X-Lounge! :)

2011-03-27T00:34:00.000-07:00

The team :)

The empty wall >.<

So the three days before my spring break week were the finals week.
Where the X-Lounge project was also running.

I don't know why but I opted to go to the X-Lounge project instead of studying XP
*It didn't mean that I didn't study for the finals.
I prepared for my econ final which surprisingly maybe it was because I helped the painting from 12-2 before, but one of my friends got the answers (I know it's bad God, but sorry :(
I finished the test in 40 minutes(?). I was trying to answer it by myself and then double-checked with the answers that my friends sent me.. *feel extra guilty somehow..* :(
But I think I already did it, I just have to try to fight off the temptation the next time it happens :) (trying to be a more optimistic person!) :)
I also had an accounting presentation to be presented on that day. Although I had some arguments with one of my team members, but by the end of the day, we felt relieved as we finished the presentation and some of our classmates reached us and said that we did a really good job, which made my night(the presentation was at 5.30 pm. Lol).

I went home at around 8 pm, as my teacher reviewed all our previous chapter which were proved to be quite helpful, but I got sleepier and sleepier as the time passed by. I went home and decided that I will focus on "The Ends of The World as We Know Them" for my english essay. I didn't prepare an outline or whatsoever, but I did think about the points that I am going to write on the test day. I decided that I should go to see a tutor in the morning, before the test. Somehow my brain was really clear and I can get what the tutor wanted to tell me, and I also finished the tutor session with confidence to nail the test (I got 94/100 for my english in-class essay!) :) . Thank You God! :)

After I finished my essay, I went home to get some food and then I left to the church again. I will post some photos of our progress. :) . So we painted and did all the stuffs related to it and we only had a half of the wall left to be painted, but we ran out of ideas. Any suggestions? :)

Spring Break Schedule

2011-03-26T23:48:00.001-07:00

So my spring break starts on the 24th March, and it ends on the 3rd April.
The schedule:

21-23rd = help painting a lounge in my church(almost done!)
24-26th = go to a retreat at Camp Berachah, Auburn, WA
27th = church, and play tennis with one of my friends in Woodland Park.
28th = go to school to help my friend to get her I20 signed, exercise at 24 hours.
29-1st April = volunteering at the school's orientation. go exercising everyday after orientation, probably at 24 hours or ping"-s house. :)
2nd,3rd April = getting ready for the new quarter!

That looks like a fruitful spring break!
I hope it will indeed be a fruitful one! :)
It's been a while since I have a busy holiday as before I only spent my time in my house
which is becoming a 宅男。bahahaha.
I hope I can get back to my weight on the 19th! I had 2 buffets after that day. :(
One hotpot, one sushi.. Make me feel sinful. -_-

Yo,
Firye

2010 in particular

2011-01-02T01:51:00.001-08:00

Well, i kinda copycat-ed my friend Nicole N's blog LOL ... Which is a recap of my 2010 year.. haha

January:
Hmm, this is the month where we(?) Intensive A and B were mixed. There were so so so many disagreement on it. But as my vice principal insisted(well, screamed and scolded) we were mixed! The first 1,2 weeks were not good. I mean the atmosphere was just weird.. Because Intensive A Class was the first time in my school life(that school) that all of us were so close together and we talked about almost anything (including Badmouthing LOL) .. But as the time went through we started to blend in, i must thank Cindy,Bruce and Hoho for this.. Maybe because of you 3 both sides are kinda blended together!! Thanks yo! ahaha. :P . (Oh, and Phoebe's sweet 16 party! (Burger King!) hahaha)

February:
My birthday month! Not went as predicted sih.. Because every month there will be some celebration for the birthday boy/girl but this year. there are no. haha . I know maybe it was because February is the month where there were so many Try-Outs and the atmosphere(well , the teachers were tensed, but the students (some) were still relaxed..) . There were some incidents where (i think because of the school system). It held its Try-Out like 2 days/ one day after other schools(and the questions are the same). I was in a tuition place and i got some (well,, to be honest all) questions of some tests there.. And my strict-always vice-principal and my chemistry teacher(who used to like to have me as his student) didn't say anything but i feel that they felt some people in the class cheated (well, included me.. ckckck(well i was)) . haha
Birthday at home is good Loh! hahaha.

March:
I forgot most of this month.. But i remember it's the National Exam month(if i was correct) . And the month where i did most of my visas and the school paperworks.. like legalizing some photocopied papers, the principal is really nice!!! Although he acted like a w***e in the class, but his words at that time i was kinda touched by what he said.. :'(

April:
School Final Exams.. I almost failed it(national exam)!!! My biology is 4.5/10 Lol.. which the passing grade should be 4.0/10 . :P . And then the school exam.. There's one thing i hate about that school.. The mandarin test is really confusing for someone that's naturally can speak Mandarin(don't mean to bluff but it's true)...

May:
Yay, I graduated and it's the start where i played Heroes of Newerth(maybe) , with Raymond and Michelle , but we all stopped at June/August because it requires payment.. It's really boring that we just stayed at home. Lol... It's the pre-eliminary rounds of my local tennis tournament? haha Yap. I lost my first one and win 4 straight matches to get into Semi-Final.. Which i lost.. so i got a 3rd place trophy.. that's my first trophy of my life! hahaha.

Continue later y! :)

Firye

Hey! It's been a long time eh?

2011-01-02T01:48:00.000-08:00

Finally get back on Blogging.. Just finished 2011 with a great activity which i'll write in next post.. And i forgot to keep updated with N. Nurdi and Mich. S. 's blogs. :(

And kinda lazy to read it from where i left it off. LOL ....
2010 in particular has been many of my firsts?
First time go to USA
First time go to college
First time taking a bus by myself.
ETC (which i forgot LOL)

Maybe i'll explain in detail.. If i remember! hahahaha :) :)

write on other entries,
Firye

it's snowing!!

2010-11-22T17:03:00.000-08:00

It's snowing today November 22nd,2010 :)
Feel really cold, and swallowed some snow (accidentally).
It tastes weird :P .
*Changed my FB profile pic to a snowy one :)
Snowball is not that easy to make though.. Try to make one with gloves on..*Failed*
with hands *Success* :)

Cya,
Firye

Quick Updates on My Life (80th post)!

2010-11-20T23:20:00.000-08:00

Just took a shower. :P
Just finished my second to last test on both Accounting and Statistic Class.
Feeling tired in the past 2 days..
Tomorrow is going to snow!! :)
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I didn't take a shower for 2/3 days until today. And it's really FRESH! :)

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I hope i get a perfect score in my Accounting test, because i'm not really confident in my test, so 100 will be the best answer. :)
Statistic Test.. The teacher is really nice! He told me what's wrong because i'm the first one to hand it to him.. And then he told me to check it again and i *think* i get it right :)
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I've been sleeping at 12 and wake up at 7-8 for the past 3 days. The effect is shown 2 days ago and yesterday. But i slept at 9 yesterday! and wake up at 12/1 . What a pig. Lol

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Have been waiting for snow for the past (insert the time i've been in seattle) here.
Hope that the weather forecast is correct !! :)

That's it,
Firye

So,..

2010-11-12T09:14:00.000-08:00

It has been a busy week, but next week will be busier :(

Today, I'm going to the Jaeson Ma's at Udub(UW). Hope that I'll be strong enough to get there, because i slept at 2 last nite, woke up at almost 8 and just finished class at 9 and wrote this post.

There're something i do concern. When you live with your housemates, you guys pay the food expense together right? But what if he brings some friends home and eat with the ingredient? That's when we just bought the ingredients home .. == Facepalm

I don't know why, but i'm shy in front of people(obviously not my HighSchool Friends, for example: Nicole(i know you're happy i mention your name :P)), but i'm kind of hyper(?) , or talkative with FB,twitter,MSn and its friends .

I can see that unwelcomeness and uncomfortableness on your face. Don't try to hide it ^^"
Maybe you think i'm sksd but all i'm doing is trying to know you guys better. It doesn't matter anymore right now. Idk why, i'll just submit everything to fate, and of course, to God

Erh,
Firye

Hey! Care Group!

2010-11-07T12:15:00.000-08:00

So Friday 2 weeks ago(really late eh?) , my friend asked me to join her to the Care Group, so i went to her house first, and then her friend picked us up and we went there. It's fun! I helped making dumplings though, haha. Most of them are Indonesians, Taiwanese, HongKong-ese(?). So i can speak with all of their mother language. :D :D :D , except there are some Koreans and Japaneses. :P . There were like 30 people there! haha

Last friday it's a quieter one, only 15 people there, and she and I made macaronis. :D
:P , but i think i did something wrong, I acted like we already knew each other for long time(sksd) with like most of them, and i can see it on their faces that they're not comfortable with it. I'll take things slowly then. :D .

IFGF is amazing :D ,
Firye

Hereafter

2010-10-24T20:18:00.000-07:00

Just watch a "drama" movie named -Hereafter-
Matt Damon is in it.
If it's up in 21/XXI, i recommend you guys to watch it. (If you want a meaningful movie).
:P
Cried 4 times in da movie. <-- kill meh.

Bye,
Firye

Speechless-y

2010-10-14T23:35:00.001-07:00

Just found a great post from a chinese website. *don't need to know what the article says.

It's an album of some really soft-boned(?) women.
http://bbs.sports.163.com/photoview/0T6Q0015/2376.html#p=6IVJ5R550T6Q0015

haha.
Dishes oh Dishes, do they think i'm their maid? --

=_=,
Firye

Keciwa mode.

2010-10-14T10:27:00.000-07:00

17/20

nilai yg mungkin org" rasa cukup bagus. Tapi gw kecewany bukan gw gk puas, iya sih gk puas. tapi gara" gw ada 2 nomor bisa bener gw malah bikin salah. D:

masih kesel ma diri sendiri. Moga" gk lead to suicide. :P

so, gw bakal menghabiskan waktu buat kerjain latihan" d rumah d skarang. :D

Kay, cyaaa

I dream of her so much, but i have no feelings left for her.

2010-10-07T22:15:00.000-07:00

Well, i dreamt that i was going to hug her before she opened her hands like in Titanic. And she accepted me. But i really don't know why i was happy in the dream. =_=
Too bad the dream happened after 2-4-2009

I made fun(?) of someone yesterday.

2010-10-07T21:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i went to the tennis court, with my gears and school bag, before my 6.00 pm class started. There were 3 people there, so i asked," Can i join you guys?". Then they spoke Indonesian, so i thought,"ok, i'll pretend i don't understand indonesian" , and i said that i'm from China. Then they said that it was their first time playing it, so okay, i play it like 25% of my usual power (but i still run 100% though). Then, i played 1 to 1 with one of the guys. The other 2, they whispered(but i can still hear them) kinda far from me, like 2-3 metres. They said in Indonesian that i'm not that good(but with a harsh vocab), but i'm friendly(they said)(well, i don't care you win the rally or not, i just want to play). Then if their friend won a rally they would said," wow, how great you are"(blah thingy). So the 2 guys went to play at the other court(there's 2 and i played at the one that's closer to the exit), and i pointed to my watch and said to the guy i was playing with,"hey, i have a class at 6, so i'll leave right now." then a halt and then ,"Btw, gw bisa indo(i know Indonesian)." Then, he was like shocked and half screamed," OH"(his face is hilarious, believe me.) and then i dropped a bomb," ama gw tau daritadi temen lu omong ap(and i know what your friends are talking about.)" and then i left.

hahaha
Sorry if you're not entertained,
Firye

Hmm. Dandruff Problems.

2010-10-07T21:46:00.001-07:00

Since i moved to Seattle, i hmm take 2 showers a week? Because i rarely sweat, and if i sweated(?) the sweat will be dry in no more than 1 minute, so there's no need(i think)(Y) haha. That leads to this dandruff problem. I've been suffering from it since 8th grade. But, a friend of mine gave me the shampoo to cure the dandruff and it's cured, but at that point, i ran out of it, and the store that sold it before, doesn't sell it again. So, yap. It happens again at around 10th grade and continues(?) until now. 1 fun fact: if i wear black, you'll see many white spots on it. :P

Btw, the hours is only 13 hours a week.! Because i changed some classes to accomodate my FIRST quarter haha. :D

I got 20/20 on my first quiz, i hope i continue to rock it :D

That's it then,
Firye

Here I am. Seattle

2010-09-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

I have arrived at Seattle for 4-5 days, but the jet lag hasn't gone away yet. D:
The food here.. Hmm 2 words, either greasy or tasty(exception for the Spaghetti :P)
Cooked myself a pot of soup yesterday, carrots,potatoes,broccoli with hams. Hmm. Nutritious.(Weird word heh? Lol)

I've made some friends. 2 close ones. 7-8 distant ones. Haha, i'm the type of guy who doesn't like to have a lot of friends. I only want to have some really trustful friends. Haha. No Offense. :D

I'm going to take Accounting, Math and Business Statistic + Humanities for this quarter. All numbers. Great. Especially Math, the teacher always gives us a homework before her period is over. Her class is 4 times a week. Doom me(4 homeworks a week is a record if it happens in Jubil**) Not adding the homeworks from other classes. D:

Only 15 hours a week. Yipee.
Haven't count the hours for homework and assignments. --

Sigh,
Firye

Setelah hiatus(alesan) lama.

2010-07-21T20:32:00.000-07:00

I'm back.. Not really, just want to add some information..
I don't know why, for the past 2 days, i'd been having bad dreams..
(Although, after i woke up from it, i slept again and got a good dream)

Bad Dreams:
1. Became a victim in the SAW movie D: D: D:
2. Fell from a mountain
3. Left behind in a haunted motel.
4. Became somebody(idk who)'s sla** (N)

Good Dreams:
1. I do not remember it because it was so good that i really enjoyed it rather than remembered it hahaha.

I'm going to(maybe) have my toefl test at 14th August.. Wish me luck eh?
Just realize someone's smile is veryy veryy creepy.. -- , that i actually think that she is fake smiling. *Although i casually do that..

Later!
Firye

Mimpi lagi.. Aneh kah?

2010-06-29T20:09:00.000-07:00

Well, today(or maybe yesterday) i dreamt about this thing, we(me + 2 unknown people) hitchhiking with 2 people, and i realized that the person on the passenger seat is Scream's main antagonist, and he proceeded to slice me (and my hand hurts), when i suddenly woke up, my hand really hurts D: *Actually i tried to wake up myself by opening my eyes in my dream , but it failed D:

Then i slept again, and i dreamt that my big family was gathering at my house, and we all were going to go to a restaurant, then i don't know why i was wearing a swimsuit to the restaurant =_= . I woke up because of embarrassment.

Then i slept again(yes 3 times) and i was in my room,changing my clothes ,and i was too focus to watch a drama (yeap, bad side of having too good concentration :P). and i was scolded for changing clothes for 1 hour . LOL! Then i walked down the hallway and i saw many description of the JOB(in a RPG idk), all around the wall along the hallway (maybe i should write it down, who knows who'll make a new RPG? ^^) . Then there's a 5 card system? and i and one boy are fighting for the second from the left, but i lost, so i slapped him in his face. Suddenly, his parent showed up o_O , and he slapped me. then i woke up, because my dad called me to have my breakfast downstairs..

*Finished*
Firye

News Update again..

2010-06-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

haha.. I got a pair of shoes and a pair of jeans . ^^
from my brother who came back today !!! ^^
Thanks bro.

I'm having a little bit of family problems here.. Not emotional problems.. but economical problems, my uncle who corrupted, using the money my mom gave him to invested in the stock which is under my uncle's name.. And he is not giving the money back, with 2.4% a year, my mom supposed to get 10 digit starts with 2 from him.. But he is not giving back.. He corrupted that he even can't make a report.. Because he corrupted if there were 100k he corrupted like 1000k. -_- .
There's a case where my uncle lent my mom money with 3% a year.. But... the money he lent my mom is from my aunt who lent him 2.4% a year.. -____________- Speechless at that narcotic and smoker...

Tch..
Firye

News Update lah...

2010-06-18T19:24:00.000-07:00

I dreamt about something else again. 3 Bad Dreams in a row D:
I slept at around 9 yesterday, because i need energy for today ^^

The first one is i was walking down the road, and suddenly it was getting harder and harder to walk, and i suddenly realized that there were some spirits on my back D: D: D: . And i tried to walk my way out of that road. But failed, then suddenly there's a tornado coming to my way and i tried to wake up and i made it ^^

The second one is my family and I were at Thailand or somewhere. We ate something and then walked our way through a bamboo-made road, and i lost my balance(there was no railing there.) and i fell down to the water, and i was eaten by an alligator. --
woke up again at that point.

The third one (i slept again), there was a tornado again (yep, again), and many people demanded(?) to stay in my errh factory? idk. Then people burst in and suddenly the scene changed to well, our lovely school, youknowwhat. and someone (idk who) but i did find raymond and jason in that class. Seriously i don't know who he is. D: . He showed me a blueprint(?) erh a broshure(?) of a really mini but functional apartment. And he said something like, that's what we got from the money we made at the tornado time?? He bought 2 apartments and he gave me one. But the key looks really futuristic.

Today i have my semi-final match, i hope i can play consistently throughout the match ^^, because my opponent is a really consistent player, i can't hope for errors from him. I'm a really defensive player though(that's because i can't be offensive), i'm waiting for errors for each points. Kay, kinda long update eh?

Bye,
Firye

Yay!

2010-06-04T05:10:00.000-07:00

Won my first match hha, 6:5(7:5). I squandered? 5-2 double break lead and 6-3 in the tiebreak before eventually won ^^.
And the third match i was leading 4:0 before the darkness hit the court. :D
I hope i can continue my good form ^^.

Ahh, after next week, i'm officialy a graduated Pengangguran Lol.

Bye,
Firye

Dream Dream Dream....

2010-06-03T22:28:00.000-07:00

Auch nicole, kau ditarik ke dalam TV! haha mimpi gw emg gk jauh" dari org sekitar.
Pertama gw lagi reuni SD ama temen" SD cowok. tau" Nicole nongol, dan dia ntn TV di stasiun/ shelter apa gtu lah. tau" banyak tangan keluar dari TV dan narik dia ke dalam tV... Dan you know what? setelah itu tau" scene nicole ntn tv nongol lagi. dan dia ditarik lagi. WOW! Lol, and i dreamt that there would be an EXPO around MoI, gw mimpi berjalan" ke gedung" negara turki ma malay (aneh) dan gw ngeliat ada MoI di dekat sono. -_-

Lost my first match 2 days ago 5:6(4:7). Have my second match today ^^. Wish me Luck !

Lol,
Firye

Semi-Liburan State

2010-05-31T03:58:00.000-07:00

Yap mulai libur sejak Outbond ke Cibogo.. Besok ama Lusa latihan gradu. tanggal 8 dah graduation. Akhirny terbebas dari sekolah.

Di rumah pengap, tiap hari kerjaan browsing ampe bosen dah.

Kembali ke Flyff, 1 1 ny game yg blom bikin gw bosen maenin. ^^

Tanggal 2 Juni my first match is going to be played around 4 pm at Yaporti, yg mo dateng, dateng aj wkwkwk *ngarep abis*

Yow,
Firye

Hahaha..

2010-05-17T23:33:00.000-07:00

Next week, is gonna be intense? I'm into the Round Robin haha, wish me luck to make it to quarterfinals. ^^

Well, i know it's a blog, but i just want to write my dreams here. This morning i had another one. haha, maybe you guys think it's funny. But it's not kinda.

Today i dreamt about hmm, i forgot LOL... nvm this line.

I'm thinking to frequently use my backhand slice instead of the strokes, haha.

I play handball with my brother everyday now LOL.
(a good excuse to hit him in the body haha)

*this post is awkward --

Bye,
Firye

Another Dream. Again..

2010-05-14T22:53:00.000-07:00

This dream i'll just tell you this briefly. Eyes Morgan once said: What happens in the reality is the opposite of the dream..

In this dream, i dreamt that Jakarta was terrorized, and i must run myself to Germany?! While my mom went to Surabaya. And i cried in my mother's arms before i left. And then i woke up crying -_-...

The second dream is that i was stabbed from behind, and left to be dead.

If Eyes Morgan's words are true then what'll happen are Jakarta will not be terrorized. I don't need to go to Germany while My mom still by my side. AND..
I'll be stabbed from the front and will survived.

LOL,
Firye

In an Upleasant Mood

2010-05-11T01:59:00.000-07:00

Yeah, i was happy when my mom said she'll hire a family driver only for us. And today i didn't go to tennis course because she used the driver to do something else.. --

That makes me kinda BM Lol..

This holiday is making me become lazier and lazier.. I'm not energetic right now.. And still sleepy. I have no main topic eh? Only want to say that i'm still here. I haven't gone..

Well, now i'm gonna go bye.
Firye

Errh, I wanna said it's a bad dream, but maybe it's reality.

2010-04-26T21:26:00.000-07:00

So, i just woke up around 11.30, well first 1 woke up at 8.00 to take a dump and then slept until 11.30. Between those 3 and a half hours i had 2 very very bad but realistic dream.

The first one, well, before i start it, i want to state one thing, i dislike errh the rich man ego people... Well, not dislike, but keep distance from them.. Well, i dreamt helping one of my siblings moving a big wardrobe to his new home. Then, yeah 1 more fact about me, i will not prefered to wear Nike's product.. And he mocked me about not prefered it -__- . Well, this sibling always looks down on me and my family.. And then he mock me because i replied, it's me, i don't prefered Nike's, it's none of your business" and he said," yeah, it's because you're fat HAHAHA" i said," yeah yeah, whatever, at least i'm not getting fat, i'm always fat like this" And he speak something i couldn't hear and i yelled," whatever!!" and suddenly it moved to another dream.

The second one is a more simple one, so i joined the Inten A's Girls and go to a mall, where, everything i said was like that was wrong and all of them especially Hitler's wife, putting a really disgusted and disgusting face, that made me leave that party(well, group), and i went up to the 3rd floor by escalator and i overheard she mocked and talked about me well in a mean way, and i woke up..

Without crying this time, because it's kinda real in my life right now.. ^^

Yow,
Firye

Random mood

2010-04-23T09:11:00.000-07:00

Lagi ngerasa pengen jalan tapi males..
Lagi ngerasa males tapi bosen..
Lagi ngerasa pengen ngemil habis buka bungkusnya langsung gk niat..

Emang liburan yang *lama* berdampak negatif y? Berat nambah 2 kg.. haha.. Walau rajin Olahraga..1 hari min. 1 jam tetap sajah... mulut gerak terus LOL..

Post ny aneh y? hahaha

ntah kenapa gk ad yg bsa diomongin..
Btw, Intern Tournament tinggal 1 bulan lagi!.. Doain juara y ^^ (Ngarep)

Moga" bisa ngebaca permainan lawan sebelom turnamen ny.. Mesti banyak meneliti neh wkwk

Cya,
Firye

raymond+lele's request..*maybe not :P

2010-04-18T21:55:00.000-07:00

Okay, jadi gw kan mencoba memperdetil garis besar yang lele kasih tau gw.. saya mencoba mendetailkanny..

Jaman dahulu kala kerajaan rubah ama kerajaan kucing kan bersahabat jadi anak perempuan dari raja kerajaan rubah(anggap Kitsune) ama anak lelaki dari raja kerajaan serigala(anggap Neko) itu dijodohkan dan mereka berdua pun saling mencintai. Mereka sering membantu manusia dengan kekuatan fisik dan kekuatan magis mereka. Tahun berlalu dan mereka berdua pun telah menjadi siluman yang dewasa. Tetapi, karena orang tua mereka yang melihat mereka berdua membantu manusia, mereka merasa manusia telah memanfaatkan anak mereka! Terjadilah perang antar rubah+serigala vs manusia. Neko memimpin pasukan serigala dan para pasukan rubah berada di posisi bertahan. Sayangnya, Neko mati di dalam perang manusia vs rubah+wolf. Kistune yang sangat sedih pun terpaksa harus meninggalkan Neko dan pergi hidup bersembunyi di hutan belakang kerajaan mereka.

(100 tahun kemudian)
Di lokasi kerajaan rubah pada zaman lalu, sekarang telah diberdirikan perumahan, dan X(gw bingung namanya) tinggal di sebuah rumah bertingkat 1 dengan pagar warna biru(gk penting banget LOL) . Dia tinggal sendiri karena orang tuanya yang bercerai dan meninggalkannya di rumah tersebut(Notes: dia dah 18-19an). Dia bekerja sebagai penebang pohon di hutan yang berada di sekitar sana. Suatu hari saat dia menebang, dia mendengar suara binatang tetapi ternyata mengucapkan kata-kata(gaje). Dia pun mengikuti sumber suara tersebut dan mengikutinya hingga dia sampai di dekat sebuah danau, di sana, Kitsune sedang mandi(ecchi)/mencuci baju(biasa) dan setelah dia menyadari adany manusia, dia langsung berlari dengan kecepatan rubahnya. Saat melihat rubahny(kitsune) berlari, X ntah kenapa tidak takut dan melarikan diri, malah dia mengejar Kitsune hingga ke dalam hutan. Kistune yang sedang berlari pun tiba" menyadari bahwa X menyebarkan bau-bau yang menyerupai Neko yang masih dia cintai. Mereka berdua pun bertemu, dan X yang tidak tahu apa-apa pun mengikuti Kitsune kembali ke desanya(ntah kenapa). Seluruh penduduk desa terkejut ketika melihat X yang seharusnya sudah meninggal*blom selese

Auchy? Holiday is here...

2010-04-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

Holiday! That's what i've been waiting... Until 26 April, and then we start the Graduation Practise(if we graduated :P)... Happy ^^..

Mr. John Souw wrote this on his facebook status:
"Terima Les Privat Bahasa Inggris, untuk SD, SMP, SMA, TOEFL, IELTS, etc: Please call: 087839039760 or BB code: 21913AE1."

LOL?!?!?

Wanna.... ARGHHH

2010-04-04T07:29:00.000-07:00

So, yesterday i went to MoI.. Actually i was supposed to "poke"-ing with them. But one of them is unavailable that day(although he said that he CAN come). I ate Fiesta there, wanna ate the Fish and Chips suddenly. I ordered Goulash Soup(which i think WAS delicious, but not really) and Fish and Chips(The fish is really getting smaller.)

I went there *hindering for 1 hour* and then arrived there. After i finished my food, i did my homework(ToefL).. When the other 3, 1 was drawing and the other 2 were chatting(and i heard some of them). Then we went to Gramedia, it WAS crowded until yesterday because the 30% discount is due to yesterday. I bought 3 comics, one of my friends want to borrow, the other 2 are just new comics.

Then i went to the ToefL lesson late for 45 minutes. And my homework wasn't checked >.< because i was late and the discussing homework session was already over. I was kinda dislike the class for 2 consecutive weeks. They were talking about musics, because there are 4 musicians in the class, and they keep talking about it. And there was one boy who speaks with a FAKE STRANGE American Accent, and with the wrong Pronounciation. He kept talking and talking.. Annoys me though Lol.. At last, the session was finished. (That day, i've been putting a really annoyed face in the class, i don't know if they realized it :P) I first time came to the class , i acted as usual, friendly nice and smiles. But on the 4th class, i just can't do it. I was too weak and didn't want to fake smiling and being friendly.. I didn't speak to either one of my friends(well, classmates) for the full 4 hours(well, i texted boge in the break). I just don't feel like fitting in them.. So i just remained silent.. Thinking about Psychic things. Lol...

I just don't know why that boy keeps laughing on me? I acted don't care though, because i really don't care about him. But he's just keep doing it. Blah...

Then, on one topic about The Good Friday, my teacher argued that he doesn't like Good Friday because that Friday isn't good, and after 30-50 minutes of talking that.. One of My friends said that actually in Bahasa it's Holy Friday not Good Friday.. (you guys know about my post that i've become kinda unreligious and unsure about my own religion) I'm *kinda* NOT interested in that topic.. So i just listen and keep wiped my nose with tissues(waiting for an end of this suffering). If you know that will end the topic, SAID it from the first -_- .. I'm just not that really wants to be friend with everybody UNLESS they act friendly first.. *and i think they're*(but they're not that errrh friendly-looking, i must agree that my face doesn't show friendly though(if i didn't smile))..

Around 4, boge texted me that they want to Bamboo-ing.. So i said i would join them after the lesson, at 5.30 pm, as usual, i sat alone(when the other 5 sat together) on the chair that's the nearest to the door. (A)(B)(C)(D)(E)(empty)(empty)(me)(door <3). I look like a pathetic guy eh? Then went straight to Bamboo. After JOKING LOUDLY SARCASMLY about the restaurant and the people beside me who GOT MORE FOOD THAN US(FYI, it's All You Can Eat, and i can't eat all of the food, because the waiter has been ignoring me since i've finished 5-6 plates of dimsums(alone Lol)). We left at last.. And i paid for the taxi because those 3 begged(not begged, persuaded though) me to pay it.

After that, Nix's mom came to gading and picked her and me + nix's bro.. I think that Nix's Mom has remained young because she doesn't seem to get old at all since 5 years ago. *thanks ^^*

This post has been too long eh? (And, too much sarcasm things wandering around my head but i'll just remain silent.. About that accident also..)

Why are there some people says something to annoy some other people but that line puts them in a UNTOUCHABLE zone? >.<

I'm just not being myself these 2 months, now i really know what's the dark side of a human being. Lol.. I'm just keep thinking negatively about everyone -__- (even someone i never think i would ever think her negatively)..

Bye,
Firye

Good day.

2010-04-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

Hari ini ntn 2 film. How to Train Your Dragons ama Clash of The Titans..
The former is really good, although it seems impossible,
The latter is kinda good, but sometimes i just focused on io over the movie wkwk.

Yow,
Firye

Yap.. Late Post

2010-03-30T03:00:00.000-07:00

So i just finished my UN last week at 26 March 2010..
I'm kinda lazy to post because i've spent the weekends to play HoN.. Yeap. HoN lol.
and I've already planned to go out on 4 april '10. To watch Clash of The Titans..
and some other movies i haven't watched yet.
Now i'm kinda hot(my body feels warm(but not that nice warm)). I'm going to sleep, because i'm going to have holiday on Thurs and Fris. Don't want to ruin them with diseases ^^.
I'm downloading 5 1-hour trial games to play when i planned to wake up at 9.30 ^^.
well, watch my fav tennis tournament Lol. If allowed, i'm going to watch it until 2 in the morning ^^

It's not your fault, it's just me, it's my fault.

2010-03-23T07:14:00.000-07:00

Jadi, gw kemaren ntn *Ugly Betty* di tv, dan gw ngerasa kondisi gw sama kaya tuh orang(dalam salah satu scenenya).
Gw tuh ntah kenapa sejak kejadian itu, gw tuh pasti ada rasa hindar-menghindar dari dia. Dan gw pengen bilang ke dia," ini bukan salah lu tapi ini salah gw sendiri." . Gw ngerasa lu berubah dan gw jga ngerasa gw ndiri berubah. Jadi ini salah gw, yang terlalu banyak mikir hingga gk bener otaknya, dan jadinya begini. I'm just reuniting with my friends. Dan gw baru ngeliat hasil tes PEEEP gaje di inet, kayanya dia masih memperhatikan gw tapi gw dah gk mao tau lagi. I'll talk to her before Graduated from High School, to solve this problem, 1 to 1.
Perubahan pasti gk bisa dirasakan oleh orang yang berubah tapi mesti diingatkan orang lain, begitu pula dengan gw, ada yang bilang gw tuh berubah and i admit it. Sudahlah, emang gw orangnya walau bilang," anggap tidak pernah terjadi tapi tetep aj bakal ada sreg-sregnya".
Gw pun ntah kenapa merasa, kalo lu pada gk mo temenan ma gw lagi yah udah, gw masih ada temen lain. Gk tau sejak kapan gw ngerasa pertemanan itu mudah ditemukan dan mudah diputuskan. (tidak ditujukan kepada siapa pun, hanya saya sendiri)

...........,
Firye

Wowz

2010-03-20T22:03:00.000-07:00

Jadi, gw berencana menghabiskan waktu ntn Youtube dlu sebelom mulai belajar. *walau dah belajar bio 20 halaman hha*. Terus gw kan ntn recap Tennis on Antv on Youtube. Presenternya kan omongnya cepet y. Terus gw liat ada 1 komen OOT yang LOL abis hha

"this is an awesome language......xD
OMG I´ve never heard a human speaking THIS fast "

Saya hanya bisa terdiam

Lol,
Firye

Kayanya bakal tambah gendut nih...

2010-03-19T08:48:00.000-07:00

So, 2 days ago, my dad's friend in HongKong visited us here In Indonesia. She brought us 3 packs of candies + 1 pack of errrh Dried Pork? And today, my aunt came here from HongKong too, she brought many foods that i die for. Cheesy Fish Balls, Instant Noodles(you guys know i'm the instant noodles addict?),Ferrero Rocher. Yam.. So, don't expect to see me lose weight in this month + next month haha. She also brought us 2 roasted *angsa(Swan?!?).* hha,kinda bad in english though. that's why i write in English..

And, today, i studied biology, yeap. Because i really want to study Medical in university DUE TO i'm unable to study pharmacy in the state where my mom told me to go to. My mom also told me to study Computer Design/ Computer Game Design. I prefer the second one. I'll make lots of PEEEEP genre game ^^ <3. :P. there are 25 chapters, i've finished around 10-12 today, and 'll finish the rest tomorrow.Then review it on Sunday. Hoping to get a perfect Score(ngarep) so i can get into the university easier?

Sorry, Mr. Zeigler, i don't have time to do your homework >.< .
Maybe i'll cheat, but i want to be honest. Because i know someone in your class is not honest with you ^^ *evil grins*

Back to the personalities.. I really have many faces. Because i can control when to smile(you know: fake smile) to people i don't know to leave them some *good* impressions. ^^, it's "simbiosis mutualisme* yeah, i understand that term right now.

Cya, Maybe 'll update every day when i'm in the exam week. Really frustrated though, my mom always scolds me because i'm not studying.. But mom, you know. Confident is needed to do the test 100% ^^.

Bye,
Firye

Lagi kena syndrome ap y?

2010-03-13T09:18:00.000-08:00

Okay, gw kan abis beli Akihabara@Deep pesenan Nicole(kebetulan gw jga demen, yah udah d gw beli).. Terus ntar dia mo pinjem -__-a. Trus isinya ada tentang Otaku, Hikkimori thingy, gw kayanya termasuk Hikkimori d.. Orang yang kuper Lol... Di rumah paling males keluar dari kamarnya dan hanya maen aj ^^.. Keluar kalo les, makan, lagi pengen ketemu bonyok LOL. Begitulah. Isinya seru kok. Worth to buy + read.

Dan i'm in a weird mood today.. yeah, kaya biasa. Pagi-pagi, kan gw kemaren minta adek gw cas-in hape. Dia lupa.. dan gw marahin dia(karena dia yang menghabiskannya)(YEAH!). <--dasar Freak. Dan, nyampe di kantor emak gw kerja, i exploded, gw teriak" nanya mana cas-an-ny, dan emak gw yg liat geleng-geleng pala dan nunjukin ada di meja DANG! Alhasil gw pun dimarahin, terus ke Gading, boleh lah kalo gk tau jalan, tapi jgn bilang tau kalo gak tau(to my new driver), jalan ke Gading muter dulu,pinter dah. Terus nyampe di tempat les juga, temen gw kerjain liat Answer key semua, gw kerjain murni dan gw sering salah-salah, dan ada 1 cowok sering mencela gw ARGHHH wanna stab my pencil in his face. Alhasil gw jga banyak gk ngerti di kelas dan dia selalu ketawain gw.. -_-, Get a life you damn **********(Censored).

Well, about another thing happens today, i think my faith is shaking, errh yap, my religion. Although i'm a Christian, but i believe in Reincarnation and Karma. So i think i'm Atheis now.

Now in home i'm thinking either watching the replay 1.00 am Monday morning+the live on that day until 8 am, or live 5.00 am-8.00am sunday.. ARGHHH Dillema, whoever read this post answer me!

Judul-less saja y

2010-03-09T04:26:00.000-08:00

Jadi.. gw bentar lagi dah mo UN nih.. gw bukannya gak mao belajar mati-matian. Tapi gw pengen gw tidur cukup, maen cukup, dan santai saja.. Masalahnya kalo lu terlalu tegang pas UN juga gk baik... Jadi untuk skarang. gw bakal belajar dikit-dikit, pas UN dikebutin.. Gw Ka-Il ngestuck di daftar-isi. Bingung mo gimanain... Yap semoga Tuhan memberkati larh.

Btw, kemaren gw direkomendasiin teman gw si Orange yang di shoutbox sebuah serial video yg di YouTube..
Search aj "Annoying Orange".. Lucu-lucu videonya. walau pas pertama liat agak ill-feel pas belakang" (episode 4-5an) dah seru dan lucu. ntn sajah..
sekian hari ini ^^ trims

Make something new yesterday

2010-03-03T07:37:00.000-08:00

Well, i make a plan for my road to National Exams. I'll post my goal EVERYday on Facebook for preparing for the National Exams. I've done all of today's goals which are 4 goals, i finished them.

By making this, you'll feel more confident, more comfortable and more pleased with what you've done for the National Exams.. Tomorrow's goal posted ^^

Yap, you'll FEEL that you're *ready* for it. But actually not (see what i mean on the Day H)
Actually, i'm doing this so i'll not feel bad/guilty for playing in a time like this ^^

Tujuan untuk Kamis, 4-3-2010. Hafal rumus fisika ampe halamn 6 dan kimia ampe halaman 5.. Selesaikan PR Toefl 1 halaman lagi. Mulai membaca rangkuman biologi dari PM(ampe Jamur)

Disensi guru YEAH.

2010-03-02T04:05:00.000-08:00

Gw ngerasa gk usah ninggalin image baik saat menjelang meninggalkan sekolah.. Lollll, gw hanya berharap guru"nya tidak bermain-main dengan nilai muridnya. Gw ngerasa disensi-in ama 1 guru tadi.. Ntah knp, gw omong apa dikacangin.. Minta ijin ke toilet di kacangin trus gw maen keluar aj. Lol... Capek jga y ninggalin image baik depan guru.

Nilai TO dah keluar ^^

2010-03-01T07:52:00.000-08:00

Yap. My report card:
EL: 78
BI: 64+10
Mat: 55
Kimia: 65
Fisika&Biologi : Unknown
That's my scores.. lol

Here we goes, akhir" ini emang banyak kejadian-kejadian.. SESEorang meninggalkan teman lamanya demi kelangsungan kehidupan barunya. Gw mulai merasakan hawa-hawa yang kurang enak di deket kamar gw.. Gw mulai merasa family-less.

Okay, berikut detailnya..

Seseorang itu yaitu Someone which means only 1 people.
Meninggalkan yaitu Leave behind
Teman lamanya yaitu Old Friend
Demi Kelangsungan kehidupan barunya yaitu For his new life.
*GAJE MODE*
emang lagi agak mood gaje, emang kalo dia mo gitu gpp. Masalahnya gw tuh kalo gk demen ma orang juga liat liat kondisi, kalo kondisi lagi mendukung gw bwat benci tuh orang yah udah gw TUNJUK-kan saja. Tapi kalo kondisi lagi tidak mendukung y gw biasa-biasa saja. Jangan pernah sesekali pun lu pada campurin urusan gw ma tuh anak. okay? ^^

Hawa-hawa gk jelas, yaitu gw sering liat warna-warna putih deket ruang tamu, which is in front of my room. Dan gw rasa perkataan-perkataan gw kok bisa jadi kenyataan y? Kaya kemaren, gw bilang mo restart kompi, tiba" listrik mati dan nyala 10 menit kemudian DANG!.

Family-less yaitu. gw makin deket ma kompi sekarang !!!! -_- Which is not a good sign

Yeap... Speechless

2010-02-26T03:59:00.000-08:00

TAK sesuai dengan judulnya gw ngerasa akhir" ini gw lagi Lifeless. Maksudnya gw jadi gk menikmati hidup.. Dikarenakan.. TO dan UN dan UP dan US.. Ujian Praktek berenang? gw malah lebih bisa Gaya bebas oyy dari pada katak Emang orang" pada bingung, gw lebih bisa kayang daripada roll depan... Gw lebih bisa gaya bebas daripada gaya kodok.. padahal yang lebih gampang itu gw malah gk bisa.
Back to Lifeless.. Akhir-akhir ini gw ngerasa yang gw lakuin tiap hari tuh gk ada bedany.. bangun pagi, mandi, ke sekolah, pulang, les, pulang ke rumah, makan, maen kompi, mandi, tidur malem dst... Pengen rasanya gw mencari sesuatu untuk meng-fill hidup gw. Tapi ampe sekarang gw masih blom tau barang itu apa?
Emang susah y, mencari arti bwat hidup... Tujuan blom ketemu, kenikmatan kgk ada. ARGHHH

Tch,
Firye

Lagi bingung ma satu hal.

2010-02-18T08:42:00.001-08:00

Kalo seseorang mengganggap dia itu emang jago kenapa dia suruh orang lain buat lakuin sesuatu yang seorang pengecut gk bisa?
Kalo seseorang emang gk bisa melupakan masa lalu. Yah udah pendam aje, gk usah dibeberkan kaya gono.
Kalo seseorang emang bener" mengganggap gw gk se-baik atau se-bagus dia, kenapa dia mao menjatuhkan gw?
Kalo seseorang bener" ada kemampuan buat melakukan sesuatu kenapa dia mo menghindari untuk melakukan itu?
Kalo seseorang emang bener" Gifted kenapa dia malah menghancurkan dirinya sendiri dengan aksinya ndiri?
Dasar FREAK

Manusia emang beda-beda y?

2010-02-15T05:33:00.001-08:00

Baru hari ini gw ketemu orang yang se-ARROGAN dan se-SONGON itu...
Dia boleh lah kalo jago tapi gk usah mengintimidasi orang laen kali..
Gw gk nyari ribut ma dia, dia bacot 1/2 mati -_-.
Dia omong ma gw aj manggilnya make hei hei, bukannya nanya nama kek.
Orangnya lebih gendut dari gw aj LOL...(ea mengejek)

ok, melepas dari marah.
gw hmm, 3-4 minggu lagi UN. Kar-Il masih ketinggalan !!.
blom siap lagi bwat UN.. *well, agak Siap tepatnya*
Omongin ap y?
Btw, happy valentine's day and cny! *walau telad 1 hari*

Back to the topic.. Baru kepikiran..
Susah gk y nyembunyiin rasa cemburu/ marah/ kesal/ kecewa?
Gw sih menyembunyikannya dengan menunjukkan rasa-rasa itu ke orang yang bukan seharusny gw merasakanny itu... haha.
Sudahlah, gw sering bertemu orang yang berani menunjukkan rasa-rasa itu dan gw selalu kena getahnya. arghhh, yah sudahlah mari kita buka lembaran baru ...

Gaje,
Firye

Got a quotation today.!

2010-02-04T00:19:00.000-08:00

YOU'LL SELF-ADAPT WHEN PEOPLE AROUND YOU SELF-ADAPT-ED.
Do you guys understand what i write on the top of this entry? Well, that's what i think.. Maybe it's a little hard for you guys to..

It means.. when people around you start to change to FIT IN or COMFORTABLE, with out thinking about you. You'll also start to change to FIT IN or COMFORTABLE around them.

Which means, it's a long long chain..

It's because i start to Self-Adapt.. Well, now i think about what my act's consequences before doing something more OFTEN than the before ME. haha
I start to stop what i'm going to do that'll cause inconvenience..
I start to think what goes wrong around me..

Well, that's all for today.. Really messy right now.

Bye,
Firye

Seneng ato Sedih y?

2010-02-03T07:52:00.000-08:00

Well, kemaren gw dibilang mata gw mirip kucing(warnanya)..
Dibilang jago ama seorang yang masih awam..
Merasa makin gk pengen belajar
Merasa disindir terus
Dah bertekad mo seleseiin kar-il tapi blom beres

Sorry kalo agak cacat, padahal tadi kepikiran banyak =_=

Sorry..

2010-02-02T05:42:00.000-08:00

Well. today i made a girl screamed out of her lungs, because i hmm what is the english word..*flick?* her with a rubber band, and i laughed at her.. But, after that i apologized to her and she already forgives me.. But one of her best friends mad at me, and i don't know how to say the word sorry to her, because this thing has no relation to her, well.. except she is her friend.. But, i want to say sorry to her well.. to be disgusted by my act.. Sorry..

Hope she read it...

Well, is he stressed out or wad?

2010-02-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

Well, today one of my friend told me that one of his friends has been acting strange for a couple weeks. *blank* kok tiba" ke stuck y?

Oh,y. this friend of mine is addicted to FART. I dunno why lol, he loves the sound of it. wkwk

Btw, just wanna said something..
Someone just argued with me bout something i really know bout it.. And he kept arguing saying that he is the right one. But NO! He is wrong =_=. He is a child and i don't like to argue with children. So i just say," ok, this is what this is, believe it okay. don't believe it? ask someone bout it". And he stabbing me from my back RIGHT AFTER we argued. WTH..
What a childish attitude(well, he's a child LOL)

Bye,
Firye

Legion. Film yang kurang jelas, but i love the story..

2010-01-31T06:54:00.000-08:00

Kay, so gw hari ini pergi ke m-o-i ntn Legion. Niat awalnya sih mo nontonin Cosplay. Tapi... haha, gw nyampe di blitz jam 13.40 dan boge + nix dah di sono.. lalu langsung ngibrit beli tiket legion yang jam 13.40.. dan masuk. Tak disangka, ternyata sepi sekali.. Row H ke depan kosong.. padahal ampe Row T.. bukanny bilang filmnya jelek. tapi mungkin genrenya yang ada Gross pada gk didemenin kali y.. Lol.
The most memorable scene: when an innocent girl bit a man's neck. wkwk
Tapi enak juga filmnya bikin deg-deg-an. Salahkan lembaga sensor Indo yang bikin jalan cerita di Legion jadi kaco.. banyak scene yang kepotong" -_-

N.B 1: Nix baru ingetin gw.. Kita b3 gk nyangka + terkejut Anak kecilnya bakal nge***** tuh cowok. Mo tau napa? ntn y. =D
N.B 2: Nix menjatuhkan sebagian popcornnya pas liat adegan itu -_-

sigh,
Firye

Ini pengumuman untuk my wife in my future wkwk

2010-01-31T06:47:00.000-08:00

Jadi.. gw mo kasih pengumuman aja. Sesuai gambar yang di atas.. gw sih bakal milih yang kanan atas dan kanan bawah. Karena gw lebih demen rumah yang kecil" tapi harmonis.. =D. Diingat y wkwkwk.

LOlz,
Firye

Update foto d... Salah satu mal yang kurang bernama di Jakarta

2010-01-31T06:43:00.000-08:00

Yap. mungkin lu pada juga kaget kaya gw.. apa kah itu? Jawabannya: itu pegangan eskalator yang terkoyak"
Tanya kenapa, tanya kenapa? Jangan tanya gw.
LOL

Hati"lah dalam memilih blog skin LOL

2010-01-25T08:07:00.001-08:00

Weits.. ceritanya gw baru blogwalking dan pas gw terhenti di 1 blog yang penuh foto" dengan blog skin yang "menawan" trus emak gw tiba" masuk, eh lu lagi nonton BF y?.. Lol..

Hari ini yap diakhiri dengan gagalnya aksi gw kabur pas jem 12 untuk les bwat TO besok.. jem 12 *ting tong ting tong*. pas pada mo pulang tau"nya ada yg ngasih tau kita kalo kita tuh pulangnya jem 2.. DANG!! Gara" gw tuh dapet shiftnya dari jem 12-4.30 alhasil gw langsung panik.. dan akhirnya berkat teman gw dengan inisial O.A. kita dapet plan.. KABUR!!!. dan dimulai dengan berjinjit" ke pintu tangga emergency.. dan menuruniny. tau"nya mobil aten gk tau kmn, trus ada satpam lewat.. jadi disuruh balik.. Tau"ny pas R. ama gw dah naek. A dan F boleh pulang... yah udah d gw ama R di skul ampe jem 2.. S- word.

Blom belajar Kimia lagi huhu..

Bye,
Firye

Yap.. Campur Aduk hal" gk penting..

2010-01-24T03:30:00.000-08:00

-Beli kaset yang pas dites di sono bisa. di rumah gk bisa..
-Belajar Mat 3 jam gk masuk otak.
-Senen TO, -_-
-Membaca sesuatu yang bikin gw ngakak
-Lgi addicted to Taiwanese Drama.. Nonton di web gratis =D
Yap. itu hal" yg terjadi hari ini. Lol... Dikasih webnya kemaren sih tapi nonton trus ampe hari ini haha.
Btw, tiba" otak gw kosong mo nulis ap.. *refresh, refresh, refresh*

Oh, iy..
Gw baru inget hari ini. kan gk beberapa lama yang lalu gw ikut tes psikologi gitu.. Trus gw kan di bagian Kosnsentrasinya tuh kayanya 14 out of 18.. Trus gw baru nyadar sebenarnya itu kekurangan..
Karena.. gw pengalaman, pas lagi ulangan semester.. gw kepikiran apa gitu ampe dalem banget dan gw abisin 10 menit bwat pikirin gituan jelas... abis itu gw langsung ngibrit" bikin ulangannya
Ama tadi juga, gw lagi kerjain mat tiba" nyambung ke siaran tivi yang kemaren gw tonton, dan gw mikirin terus(saking konsentrasinya wkwk).

Btw, kemaren 2 temen cewek gw saling cemburuan tuh. semoga mereka cepat berbaikan wkwk.
Dan ada YURI detected in my school LOL.

Bye,
Firye

Dia.

2010-01-21T05:21:00.000-08:00

Dia yang suka berpenampilan bukan dia yang kukenal dulu.
Dia yang tidak polos dalam luar bukan dia yang kukenal dulu.
Dia yang agak bermuka dua bukan dia yang kukenal dulu.
Semoga dia menyadarinya karena aku sedang jauh darinya.

Merasa aneh Lollll

2010-01-15T10:36:00.000-08:00

Sekarang gw lagi masa" suram,, nilai jatuh.. dan gw tuh susah menghubungkan yang satu sama lain.. LOL

Gw dari dulu sih pernah dengernya dari Benci jadi Suka tapi gk pernah dari Suka jadi Gk Suka.. Yah gw mengalami yang ke-dua haha.

Ngerasa sekarang tuh apa yang gw lakukan, hanya untuk formalitas, biar gk dicaci maki oleh banyak orang... Yang bilangnya ingin mempertahankan padahal dirinya sedang menjatuhkannya.

Arus globalisasi emang sangat cepat, dan juga sangat berbahaya... @_@

Bahasa gw dalem banget y WKWKWK

Bye,
Firye

Meaning of Life..

2010-01-04T08:13:00.000-08:00

So, just now. I can't figured out what is my true passion and what am i doing?...
Gw skarang kgk tau bwat apa gw hidup gitu.. tugas sekolah gk selesei, belajar gk masuk otak, dah capek gw belajar, tapi itu yang mesti dilakukan..

Gw mulai skarang mo menekadkan diri untuk belajar di skul lebih fokus lagi( tanpa menganggap remeh pelajaran apapun ).... Semoga saja, saya bisa menemukan makna hidup dari melakukan ini. Dan apa yang bener" gw suka.. Gw sih komputer demen" aj.. tapi hanya sebatas game.. Tennis, gw dah terlalu telad untuk melanjutkan ny.. Pharmacy yap. I'm into it. but now gw gk gitu ngeh ma kimia all the sudden...

By the way, i just need to stay positive and take this as a Post-Holiday Syndrome.. I just need to refocus on the studies.. It's only 2 months away from the National Exam, and i don't want to mess it up...

Ciao,
Firye

Hmm, not a good time, but i'm not trying to tidak punya attitude

2009-12-21T09:23:00.000-08:00

Yeah, as i posted in the last post, my Great Grandmother just passed away, and... When i asked my mother, how are we going to celebrate this year's christmas.. My mom answered," your great Grandmother just passed away, we must be like in a *melayat* mode for one whole year.. So we can't celebrate any occasion (include our birthdays(no birthday cakes & presents), new year(no firecrackers), SinChia(no angpao coming), Lebaran(no effect) ).
So, 2010 will be sucks... I think.. The Great Grandmother is from my dad's side.. so all of my dad's relatives are going to go through the whole years like this. Just hoping my parents don't prohibite me from going to a mall Lol...

Santa Claus is coming... to town...

2009-12-17T02:42:00.000-08:00

It's chrismas holiday starts from today =DDD. It's 2 weeks long. I hope i can regain my energy that i've used for the Try Out-s

So i just finished playing it.. and.. yeah, nothing that much to say
I want to say ," congrats kagamine to have a loveydovey relationship"

*it's kinda like a junk post huh? ={

Nothing much to said, my great grandmother just passed away ;'( .
Actually, i'm going there on the 20th.. But the Visa doesn't allow it..
I think i'll just pass this christmas in my home =x

Downfall...

2009-12-15T05:31:00.000-08:00

Yeah, there's a downfall as an *smart-marked* student(LOLLLL!!!). When I got good grades, i would underestimates every other subjects... And it was proved TODAY...

My maths = 40 WOWW!!
My indonesian language = 58 Top 20 from the bot...

so, today.. i studied hard for the physics test coming up tomorrow, i only can hoping that it'll go well tomorrow =D.

I just watched Supernatural(actually yesterday), it's about a magic show, and the magician shows the trick to escape from the death.. ex: he got stabbed in chest with a knife, and he survived, while..... somewhere , there's a man died with the same way as the magician should died.. Creepy huh? (i didn't watch until the ending :'(...

Yea, i start thinking if i'm capable for the intensive class or not(i just though it after 4 semesters in the class LOL).

:'( ,
Firye

Hmm, 3 pilihan yang berbeda..

2009-12-10T08:43:00.000-08:00

Gw seh baru kepikiran bwat mikirin masa depan gw pas gw nulis blog ini, trus gw cek tentang jurusan" yang ada di Univ yang bonyok gw pengen gw masuk...
Trus gw dapet 3 pilihan ini:
1. Surgery
2.Pharmateutics OR
3.Human Centered Design

Yah, besok gw omongin ama bonyok d, dan juga konsultasi ama ngko gw. haha, semoga diberkati d =D..

Relief,
Firye

Hmm, beneran d, kalo 1 orang berubah semua kena cipratannya

2009-12-10T06:35:00.000-08:00

I just read a post of my friend's personal blog.. His/her situation is the same as mine... Struggling with his/her mind... Me too....

Really, gw dah berusaha seh tetap menjaga hubungan.. Tapi gw ngerasa itu kayanya dah kgk diperlukan sekarang...

Masa lalu yah masa lalu...

Kalau terlalu dipaksa malah ancur.. terlalu dibiarkan juga ancur...

Sekarang tuh kalo di sekolah.. Yah menetap di tempat duduk aja, gk pengen berpindah tempat.. Pas dulu juga.... Dia datang yah sudah biarkan, tidak datang yah sudah, what ever..

Mungkin gw ngerasa semuanya berubah, menjadi TIDAK BEGITU dekat.. Yah that's my point of view. They're more B, i think hahaha, nvm....

Speechless,
Firye

Hmm, people changes.. - - a

2009-12-09T06:41:00.000-08:00

So, yeah, as the title says people changes.. Yes, they really change...
Semuanya keliatan oke-oke aj ampe suatu saat tuh gw ngerasa kayanya ada benarnya peribahasa ,"Habis manis sepah dibuang"... Memang mungkin skarang dah kgk deket/ sering ngobrol kaya dulu lagi.. tapi.. apakah harus membuat gw merasa hmm... dijauhkan? haha. It's kinda annoying D:

Tadi sih gw ampe banting raket pas di tempat les, gara" kesel + banyaknya masalah di rumah gw dan di skul...

Guru Fisika gw A.K.A. Wakil Kepala Sekolah gw tuh.. Ntah kenapa tiba" sensi gitu... --a ama kelas gw.. Dia tuh act-ny beda banget ama di kelas laen... Di kelas kita diber-candain dikit aj langsung dimarahin bilangnya," Kalian gk nyadar y? kalau kalian sudah mau UN?". Blablabla, tapi di kelas laen malah Enjoy" aje --a.... pengen gw lontarkan kata" tak sopan tapi sudahlah....

Trus paling gaje tuh tadi.. kan dia masuk ke kelas kita.. trus dia nanya kita dah dapet kertas TO 1 blom? trus kita bilang blom miss, waktu itu kertasnya kurang... Trus kan dia keluar nyari kertas... TAPI.. JRENG JRENG JRENG JRENG, dia balik" marah kan awalnya gw kira gara" kelas kita ribut... Mana ada sih Teacher-less Class yang QUIET?? Tau"nya dia bilang," kalian tuh kenapa gk inisiatif dikit bwat ambil kertas soal ny?" Nadanya seh kaya ***** abis. trus ngamuk" ," kalian tuh maunya disuapin terus, disendokin terus." BULLSHITTING.... dia bilangnya tuh ," kalian tuh yang ujian bukan guru, kenapa mesti guru yang kejar" siswa?". Pengen gw samberin," Miss, KITA yang bayar UANG SEKOLAH bwat GAJI MISS." Dumbass.
Yang pasti itu berakhir dengan gw bete ama tuh guru.

Semoga ada miracle biar gw berpendapat baik lagi tentang tuh guru... --a

ARGHHH,
Firye

Acara makan" di rumah..

2009-11-08T03:59:00.000-08:00

So, hari ini mengubah sejarah negh wkwk. Keluarga gw pertama kali adain acara makan" bwat saudara gitu" SEMUA saudara dateng .. Sebenernya ini dalam rangka pindah ke rumah baru seh. seperti yang gw post di post ke berapa y sebelomnya, gw pindah rumah, dan tradisi keluarga gw tuh kalo lu pindah rumah mesti traktir makan" di rumah nya itu. haha

Makanan kali ini lumayan memuaskan lah... Sapo Tahu bungkusan.., Sop Asparagus Kepiting. Yum Yum... Jelly Mangga <3 hahaha

Btw, gw ternyata tuh lebih demen omong ama saudara JAUH gw hmm adeknya nenek gw punya anak punya suami punya adek punya anak diBANDING saudara SEPUPU sendiri.. Mungkin gara" perbedaan derajat kale y. Sepupu gw yang di sini kan High-Class semua hahaha(kaya", kecuali dari anak adek emak gw haha, masih rendah diri), sementara saudara Jauh gw tuh jauh lebih sederajat ama gw, dan dia bisa mandarin... *NB: Saudara sepupu gw yang bisa mandarin tuh masih MAnDARIN Basic banget wkwkwkwk*gk menghina yee*. Sementara saudara jauh gw DAN sepupu dari sisi bokap gw tuh semuanya setidaknya bisa mandarin atau bahasa kanton. Lol, dan point terpentingnya yaitu kita SEDERAJAT (menurut pandangan gw ..) masalahnya mereka tuh agak tinggi hati(buka aib keluarga ndiri T_T).... Masa gw add FB mereka aj, mereka comment di wall gwnya *Tumben MODERN* cih. wkwkwk Lol.. Buka AIB d serius AIB banget.

Sorry terputus, tiba" sepupu gw buka pintu, haha. Fyuhh.h.. untung dia kgk baca =D. Trus ada tambahan negh.. kan gw ngetiknya sambil tutup lampu kan, trus sepupu gw kan pinjem komp gw, trus gw keluar, tapi gw lupa ambil HP gw, trus gw masuk ke dalam kamar gw dan ambil Hp gw, lalu dia malah suruh gw buka lampu.. Dia buta kale y gk bisa liat tuh pencetan lampu nyee..

Lalu, kan pada mulai pulang" gitu.. gw bukain pagar kan (gw tuh bukanya sambil senyum gitu), gk ad yang bilang makasih y ato bye bye ke gw..(gw bukain bwat paman penjudi gw ama sepupu gw yang dah nikah seh.. emang 2 2nya lebih TUA, tapi setidaknya kan y, sopan dikit kek jadi manusia.. ==a)

Don't know what's the topic Lol

2009-11-05T04:58:00.000-08:00

Senen, betis kanan gw yang ketarik makin parah, sakitnya tuh lebih sakit dari kemaren" jadi gw gk les bwat 4 hari dan besok bakal les lagi, jadi selama selasa-kamis gw les pelajaran, mayan guna seh haha, lumayan nyicil bwat Try Out... btw, senen gw dikasih kesempatan maen di Center Court, walau cuman Yaporti tapi gw merasa seneng banget, ngerasa maen match di Outdoor Court.. Pertama kali seh masih gk biasa ama servenya tapi setelah beberapa lama it's getting better haha. I won 6:3...
Selasa, jadwal TO dibagiin... dan gw liat ternyata sekolah gw tuh 1 hari 1 pelajaran, gk kaya sekolah laen yang 3 hari @ hari : 2pelajaran.. hahaha
Rabu, les lagi..
Kamis, les lagi.. pas pulang gw ntn Caught On Tape di AXN haha, mayan keren video"nya =D

I'm going to take a day off from the school subject torturing, Lol. And go back to the court Lol.. sok banget =P Tomorrow.....

Cya,
Firye

Info Updates:

2009-10-31T23:25:00.000-07:00

Do you guys remember the entry i posted on 2 August 2009? about my weight, haha. I'm now 80,3 =D 3 kgs for 3 months, not bad =D

WtF

2009-10-31T23:18:00.000-07:00

On Thursday, i had a English Literature Class which is taught by my former English Language Teacher, yap mr. J.. And i heard a lot of rumors that he was just lying all the time, that he's not from US/ Australia, but he comes from UGM... ==a. and i don't know that he REALLY studied Malay Literature in UGM or not.

So, on that day, i heard another rumor from my english teacher, miss S, that mr. J already married and his WIFE is way more younger than him, so i decided to ask him in his class later... When i asked him, he said that," i will not answer that question, and you must learn more about western culture." I just showed a WTF look to him, and he continued to say that line. ==a.

Can someone who saw this entry answered me?

Confused,
Firye

HoN

2009-10-31T23:07:00.000-07:00

So, gw mulai maen HoN, walau blom Open Beta(ato udah y? gk tau d). gw dapet ID dari temen gw si Peng, yap. Sekarang lagi download tuh game haha, sambil browsing tentang HoN di Web..

ternyata ini game agak mirip" ama DotA, walau gk sama persis seh, HoN juga ada Hero" baru bikinannya , bukan semuanya dibuat berdasarkan yang di DotA... Gw seh dah liat Icon" Skillnya, Itemnya. Semuanya jauh lebih keren dari pada DotA, (itu yang gw pikir haha)...
HoN= Heroes of Newerth =P
Here's the web :http://www.heroesofnewerth.com

Btw, happy halloween all, untuk yang merayakan, kekekekek...

I'm addicted to The Amazing Race, Body Invaders and Supernatural right now =D....

bye,
Firye

It's not yet 6 am, but i want to post this

2009-10-16T15:40:00.000-07:00

So, today, i woke up and cried for 3 minutes.. Because something i dreamt before really hurts my feeling.

The first scene of the dream showed me that there were mean souls in this world and it destroy a building, and i looked that all of these happens because God is mad at the human...

The second scene is that i joined 2 of my friends(which i don't know in the real world(not even acquintance)). And she built up a kekkai or whatever around it.

The third scene is that i was at the Ground Floor of my school and ready to take the elevator, and the elevator is layered with mirror(black-ed)

The fourth scene is the MOST HURTING SCENE.. I was in a Table Tennis competition(Class meeting) and i played aganist Radit. When the ball rolled too far away, i went to take it and because i was stuck (the corridor is full of people) i screamed," Get Away" and everybody went away. So i took the pingpong ball and went back, (it's a game until 100 points), then i went back the referee said that it's 1-75, but i just played 2 rallies with him, and then Radit laughed at me and said that i wasn't good enough to play Table Tennis and that 1-75 is for the NOT wasting of time. And then Randy showed up and shouted at me I never want to be a friend with a fat brat like you. Because i was angry in that dream i cubit all of them there, and then Sasa showed up and said," It's not the way." and then miss kartika showed up and shouted something and i don't know and i suddenly woke up and CRIED, because of that dream.

Sobs,
Firye

Test, argh.

2009-10-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

So, i have just finished my Final Test week, i only got 1 A- and 1 A (as long as i know).. and so many B-.. It's okay as long as i don't get any C-s. I think that my failure for this semester is that i'm OVERconfident for the test... That's what i think, although i think that i had studied so hard. But i'm not satisfied with my result because some of my friends that RARELY study in the classroom, got around 80-90 on every subject.. SHIT. I know that they have been ****ting for that week, but hmm they can't cheat forever hahaha(no offense.).

Math: 62,5 and 65 (it's 63,5 for overall)
Chemistry: 88 and 93 (the best score for all of my subject)
Physics: 50 and ??(just know one of the score)
Biology: 21+9+??divided by 70(urghhh)
Mandarin: 90 something(i forgot)
Civics: although i got 55 on the final, i have a B- on the report card.. not bad.
Bahasa: ==a no comment.
English: 81..
WORST SEMESTER OF the 4 SEMESTERs I have been through ARGH

==a....
Firye

Actually i have another entry but it accidentally deleted so i post this one instead.

2009-10-09T17:59:00.000-07:00

I really lost interest in playing Online games, because i start thinking that it's useless, i 'm more happy without playing Online Games i guess, because without playing computer games, i'll sleep earlier that help my study =D...

I'm waiting for another game that'll interest me, Rohan = Pointless... It's just leveling, Quest-ing, and so on... There's no storyline/ Chipwar(in RF).. that makes this game ordinary...

I'm not bored actually , sometimes i *Online* my Rohan character just to chat with my friends there.. Not LEVELING, not QUEST-ING....

Bye,
Firye

Realization??

2009-10-09T17:54:00.001-07:00

So today, i realize that someone that i though was nice and i usually talk to is selfish when the other one who i though was mean and i never talk to is Friendly.

He (the first one) is suffered a little bit of autism so i PITY him, but he is really overdo it. He hit my friend with his racket..(i know he isn't intentional but he didn't apologize to him). that's the first reason and the second reason is, he acts like that he is the one who own the tennis court, Fvck Ur Life.. (I know i'm mean to scold an Autism kid but it's really what i feel).

He(the second one) is a rich kid, I though he is mean (i mean Not Nice) because i have met so many rich kids in my school, and the result shows that almost all of them are Not Nice(Berandalan). But when i tried to talk to him(because my friend told me that he's friendly) so i tried to speak to him. The result shows that he is friendly and nice... And i'm happy to have a friend like that. =D

I found out that someone has 6 fingers on his right hand while 5 on his left Wow...

Lol,
Firye

Web-Based Game.

2009-09-26T05:16:00.001-07:00

So, i had been absent hmm, for 6 six days. But now i'm back =D, FYI, i'm lazy to post entries in my holiday Lol...

I have been playing a Web-Based Game for hmm 5 days, it's Rockin Racket(http://rockingrackets.com/) , it's just about how you manage your tennis player, what tournament to join, when will he take a rest, bla bla. It's a little exciting especially when i watched my tennis player won a match... hahaha.

Actually, before Rockin Racket, there're many web-based game that i've ever tried to play/played. Travian.. Does PET society count? (not many.. lol)

hmm now, a review for the past 6 days...

26, at home, bored, ate a mushroom soup with bread chunks =D(my favorite)
25, airport, my brother is going back to US.. >.<
24, taipan, buffet... (we ate more than usual(2 fish dishes, 2 crab dishes, 2 prawn dishes, 15 plates of dimsums)
23, gading, ate 2 bowls of Green Cincau, ate at Rice Bowl...
22, go to Indah Seafood, located around Gunung Sahari, Jakut
21, go to Bandung, got 4 clothes(1 T-shirt, and 3 others) and a pair of jeans, won a lottery that gave us a Sandwich Maker

I feel extremely dissapointing now, because i just found out that school is 2 days more...(I hope i can switch back from my holiday bedtime(noon-4.00 am) to my schoolday bedtime(10.00pm- noon)^^)

Cya,
Firye

Comeback!!

2009-09-20T12:20:00.000-07:00

So, i just came back from hmm what i called *my MMORPG world* and wrote this entry..

So, friday: Missing Children Day
I went to MKG with my fams, and when i stepped in MKG 2(from MKG 3)... Ting Tung Ting Tung, Attention please, (Kepada semua pengunjung Mall Kelapa Gading, dimohon perhatiannya, Jose, seorang laki", berumur 9 tahun, memakai kaos coklat, celana panjang coklat, sepatu kuning, telah tersesat dari orang tuanya, siapapun yang menemukannya, tolong segera laporkan ke meja informasi di lantai dasar) ting tung ting tung... That's the first case

I went to MAG after MKG, and when i was in front of ACE, Ting Tung Ting Tung, Attention please(Kepada semua pengunjung Mall Artha Gading, bla bla bla) but this time, it was a girl..
*I was a little freaked out that day*

So, saturday: normal day though

I went to Keyaki in Sari Pan Pasific and ate a buffet ^^, hmm Sushi, Cawan mushi, ogura ice cream, Sukiyaki, Miso Shiru, Salmon, Tempura, HMMMM Yummy. =D

and today: i dunno why but a fish in my pond was died, not a big matter though *i don't like pet BTW* They are just costing you money, time, energy. =D

Tq,

Firye

Freaky Sunday xP

2009-09-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

Today, i went to Gading with Selvi and Cynthia, yes again(although it's just the second time i went to Gading with only both of them. It's really relaxing to walk with them ^^.

So i arrived at 11.30 am. Assuming that they would arrive at around 12(that's what they told me..), but they arrived at around 1 pm...... We went to XXI and bought 3 tickets for Final Destination 3D.

As we were watching, the lights suddenly went off, and Selvi told me that the lights also went down when she was watching it last week here with her friends, at the exactly the same time with this time... Freaky huh?

Well, the story is a little to pushy(memaksa haha). It's unusual to see that everytime a person dies, there were no investigation bla bla. Yes, i know, this movie is about the Death God/ Grim the Reaper took their life one by one(which supposed to be in the same time(in the place where the main character had his de ja vu). That's only my opinion....

So, i went back home at around 6. My computer still broken, so i updated this blog w/ my brother's laptop, not the computer, but the monitor ==a...

Awkward,
Firye

At last, holiday.... Yipee

2009-09-10T09:17:00.000-07:00

So, tomorrow is the last day of school..... and hmm i think i'll miss lot of my friends ^^... But we can still comunicate via Internet so it's okay... Today, i had a chemistry test, but it's really hard and it's only 45 minutes + 5 extra minutes from my teacher haha.. But i think she made a good choice.. She said that she'll score from the questions that had been answered... ^^ only finished 10 out of 12 though......

Btw, yesterday is the hmm the second time i feel that Mr. De Brito is a nice person (the first time is the first time he entered our class...). The story is hmm, so i had a test from hmm Mr. PEEEP and it's Maths... So he gave us 2 periods(Mr peeep).... The first period is not Mr. De Brito who watched us.. But the second is.. so at the second period.. Most of us already DESPERATE... so wdc Mr De Brito in front of the class and we just copy from 3 smartest students in our class, i don't want to tell you guys the names haha, the answers are clear enough. So, i did 24 questions only from 25... i did 12 by myself and the other 12 by cheating.. Why i left the last number? because i'm too lazy to cheat again.. i felt guilty(but it's a lie).. hahahahaha Lol

I feel happy now if i go to the tennis course.. ^^. After complaining for 4 times to my trainer, he let me to join the higher class of tennis which is D3, with in one condition, there are the kids(who i post in the last entry). So i feel relieve... Lol

Yap, and day after tomorrow i'll move to ancol.. goodbye sunter xP....

Lol,
Firye

I don't like children...

2009-09-04T22:56:00.000-07:00

Hmm, So Just go to the Topic. I hate Children.. Really, maybe because i'm already mature, so i hate to see anyone acts childish around me(always childish). Sometimes i act childish just too, hmm be a little bit relax in school. I'm not childish at home or hmm *tempat les*. Because i think that those 2 places are the place you can relax enough so I don't need to be hmm childish to get relax. *tempat les* is because it's not as strict as school....

Everyone must get through the Child State, to get to the Mature State. I was child before, and i like to be childish(reason stated above). But i can see the condition when i can be childish, when i must be serious. But children just can't see where are they standing. They just act whatever they want. It's all I get when I go to the *les tennis*. They are just showing off, but actually, they are NOTHING, NOTHING you know. They have been playing for just 3 years but they are in the same line as me, who just played 4 months.I'm not showing off, but it's because they showed off first..

Sub-topic: Selfishness

As you know, every human beings have the thing called *Selfishness* in themselves. They are selfish from the Child State.. From their childish act i can see that they're selfish, really, SELFISH. When there're someone in a team make a mistake(which *merugikan* him/her.). They seek a revenge, but it's not only disadvantage him/her only, but the whole team, if you disadvantage(revenge) the one who disadvantage you first, then I(if i am in that team) will be disadvantaged twice, That's not fair. But children are like that... SELFISH. I'm not the people that like to seek revenge unlessssss they are the people i don't like..........*but i must not make my image bad because of them(except SCHOOL, idc about what the school think of me, i have paid them)*

I'm not showing off myself, i also know that children can't understand what i was writing here... but i just want to tell what i think in here.

Lol,
Firye

MMORPG Addicted...

2009-08-30T07:32:00.000-07:00

I was playing Rohan Online this whole week, and it's really fun, hmm 3 reasons: 1. With My Friends, 2. I haven't played MMORPG when i stopped playing RF at June(or May?), 3. It's not boring. I have been playing Rohan for almost a month, lv 35..

I just got my Iphone ^^. But i can't use it to phone or to messaging, because i haven't registered it at hmm some place where i don't know.. It's sucks ....

I missed school so much *but it's a lie*. I am going to have a flag ceremony on Monday. You know what the reason is?? Because hmm, we must congratulate the new Student Organization's New LEADER(i don't know if it's the correct word)... It's so unimportant, because i DON'T care about that damn Student Organization's New Leader Election thing, but why i must congratulate him/her with Flag Ceremony? *Damn*.

Speechless,
Firye

Hey! I'm back...

2009-08-22T22:03:00.000-07:00

So, after hmm a long weekend.. I want to write an entry again.. Hmm.... Because, i think there should be a little secret of me that i keep that in myself, and not to tell people about it ^^.....

Hmm, Drama, Indonesian Drama, My teacher gave my friends and me a project and yes, it's Drama. My group hmm, still confused which topic to take, either Love or Horror. But's i like both of them, so i hope that I and they will make a good decision ^^.

There is one more thing. I feel that i'm too into a group of friend that makes me forget the others.. Actually it's not their fault, it's my fault, so i'm maybe keep a little distance for a while and i'm going to not hang out with them for 2-3 weeks until all settle down... ^^

Wish Me Luck!!,
Firye

Hmm... Her Voice... Wow. haha

2009-08-08T10:34:00.000-07:00

Hari ini ada temen gw yang Ultah nih ceritanya (sabtu, 8-8-09(baru nyadar sepupu gw jga Ultah, tapi ntah knp gw gk diajak pergi ama dia ==a)) hahaha. trus. dia tuh traktirin kita makan jalan" gitu... sampai jam 4-an gitu... kita semua karaoke kan... Awalnya seh si orang yang Ultah ini diem" aj cman ikut"an nyanyi doank without mic.. tapi setelah Sesi Lagu Rock abis.. dan masuk ke Lagu Pop.. Wow, she's so astonishing. haha dia bgus banget suaranya... Lagu PP, Peterpan, Jobros, Miley Cyrus. dia bisa semua seh hahaha. tapi dia hmm walau cman nyanyi bagian yang dia bisa tapi menurut gw itu dah lebih dari cukup ^^........

Hahaha, btw hari ini pas sebelom gw ke Gadingnya gw ngerasa hmm, gmn y? Unhappy gitu ntah kenapa.. tapi setelah ketemu temen" di sono seh haha dah ^^ kembali. Di sono banyak orang suka candid candid gitu hmm: Lutung, Cyn, Boogie.... gw sendiri juga seh tapi males post ke FB ....

Besok... pergi ke Gading lagi. aduh dah 2 hari berturut" ke gading masa besok ke gading lagi?? jumat, beliin hadiah bwat yang ultah. sabtu diundang rayain. minggu diajakin nonton.. ==a d haha ^^ tapi tetep d gw ikut aj. Mempererat hubungan antar teman.. cieeee. wkwkwk

Nite,
Firye

Special Edition... *Indonesian

2009-08-05T06:05:00.000-07:00

OKay, hari ini dikeselin ama 2 anak.... di tempat les... yah, emg gw gk jago tapi hmm, gk usah diketawain gitu kale... hmm, yang pasti gw tuh gk semales salah satunya, dan gk semaen"in-nya yang 1 lagi..

maybe gw hari ini agak serius kale y? masalahnya gk ada yang bisa diajak obrol pas les-ny. trus tuh 2 tuh omong terus... bukannya gimana, tapi agak SoIng gitu. Omongnya inggris terus... trus gk henti"nya hina gw gitu, bilang gw brainless.... gk bisa inggris.... tolol .... WTF mereka b2 yang masih umur 8-9 an aj omong gitu.. gmn pas gede booo? hahaha.

hari ini les inggris dibatalkan karena dah gak ada kelasnya hari ini.. hmm so, gw nulis entry ini ^^

Ciao,
Firye

Tired?, maybe..

2009-08-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired today that i already want to sleep at 8... Maybe it's b'coz of the Chemistry HW and the Math Test tomorrow.. haha.. Already sleepy...

I found out that my friend(MS) is having a close relationship with my another friend(RO)... congratzz ^^

Ciao,
Firye

Found something special today....

2009-08-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

Okay.. There're 3 different things that i want to talk about in this entry...

1. Teachers' real face
2. Kind Uncle on the road..
3. Weight Control...

1.... Hmm, today (monday) again.... i accepted many Homeworks from 3 teachers i think... Ms Cutie, Mr. Very Very Nice and Mr. Portugal. hmm, although i can finish them.. But i don't know why they are so happy to give us Homeworks??? ==a Okay and here it is. I asked Ms. Cutie about Mr. Portugal today... But.. hmm i think she doesn't take it as a matter. Like i had said before.. why a new teacher teaches INTENSIVE class? not that i look down on him or i look up to myself.. but, it's just so strange !!!!

2.... So, today, same.. i went to the Tennis Centre at Yaporti at 4 today... I praticed some slices haha, i think i have improved some in the Serving.. okay To the point.. It was 6 and i was waiting for the Ojek Driver to show up in front of his motorcycle... hmm, then suddenly an uncle showed up and ask me if i want to take his motorcycle so i took the offer and i got down of his motorcycle at EF, when i got down i asked, " How much is it?" and then he said ," It's not Ojek" ==a "OMG, thanks !!!!" I said that.... I'm suprised that i can still found some nice people in this cruel world..

3. Okay, so i intend to write my weight in this blog to remind me how much do i lost/ gained in the following weeks... my weight now.... 83,5 kg. ^^ haha, i hope i can reduce it to 70 something by my 16th birthday ^^!!

Lol,
Firye

Murderer... KEREN!!! ada banyak foto kocak

2009-08-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm, so today i went to Gading with Nicky, her bf, Cynthia, Santa and Selvi.. Actually most of the time it was just Cynthia, Selvi and me.. b'coz hmm... i think her bf isn't that E-G haha. Hmm, we went to a beverages stand near the escalator... FYI, when i arrived there... there was a black out... But 15 minutes later.... the lights were on again ^^ Yay! Then, i met Selvi at TimeZone and went to StarBucks On the Ground Floor.. I bought a really small + expensive Green Tea Latte and ate a very small piece and expensive cheese cake.. *not that strong aganist food temptation ^^....

So after that, Nicky said that she wanted to go to Sushi Tei and ate with her bf and sister.. so Cynthia, Selvi and I decided to sit out of the Lunch.... We went to Happy Puppy @Lapiaz. Cynthia got a photo with a Ms. kuntilanak on it... At last, we went to XXI and watched MURDERER !!!!

Murderer is a Chinese HongKong Film.. It's about hmm.. a little psycho killer who kills his/her victim with an electric drill(bor listrik??) and let the victim died with the huge amount of blood lost. Hmm, maybe it's better that you watch it by yourself. coz.. the storyline is huge....... ^^

After Murderer, we went to Bamboo with taxi and ate a lot of ALL YOU CAN EAT Dimsum there haha. I felt a little embrassed(right spelling?) because everytime the waiter offered us the dimsum we took them all to our table... there're 2 photos i took there... seeeeee

Hmm... Bored Bored and Bored...

2009-07-31T19:32:00.000-07:00

==a x infinitive

yesterday, we had a choir pratice in the school for the independence day *don't know the spelling is true or wrong.. It's so boring...... actually it's because i was so sleepy that i felt bored. Btw, Cindy looked angry yesterday at the Choir Pratice Session. I wonder why?

hmm, so yesterday... i was supposed to go out with Selvi and the others to Nicky's house. But suddenly Selvi got a stomachache so it was cancelled :[

but.. i feel okay now with Mr. J hmm i wonder why? maybe it's because the books we must bring are not as heavy as before... But he still gives us a lotttt of homework.... T_T

Today... I hope..
will go longer than yesterday.. b'coz i slept at 7 last night ==a and not woke up until 8 am this morning.. I hope today will be longer than yesterday! b'coz i had looked the TV schedule and 3pm to 10 pm is Full of the TV programs that i love to watch ^^

Smile,
Firye

DvDs, Love it... School, Hate it

2009-07-30T05:28:00.000-07:00

2 weeks ago i just bought bunchs of DvDs... Smallville, Las Vegas and The Mentalist... I think the most worth to watch is. no 1. The Mentalist 2. Smallville 3. Las Vegas.... I'm talking about the excitement and the story line in the DvD.... I had watched The Mentalist Season 1 episode 9 before i wrote this blog post..
What i have watched so far : Smallville season 3 episode 4... Las Vegas Season 6 episode 9.... The Mentalist season 1 episode 9....
I intend to buy CSI : Crime Scene Investigation as soon as i finished all of the DvDs i have bought

Okay, back to school... i feel weird... why did the Jubilee School make a new comer teacher to become my EL teacher and also my Class Teacher? It's Intensive class okay??? The IPS INTENSIF is way more lucky than we are.. Their EL teacher is my ex-EL teacher : Ms. Syu... and they don't have 2 periods with Ms. Cutie and Mr. Very Very Kind... ARGHHH The New Teachers that just teach us have the same habit..... HOMEWORK yeah.. HOMEWORK with infinitive S-es.

Sobs,
Firye

Hey you Mr. J - - a

2009-07-29T07:24:00.001-07:00

Okay.. so wkwk. blog gw pasti bahasanya campur aduk dah. *to the point

hari ini jam ke-6 di skul gw tuh si Mr. J trus sebelomnya dia kasih kita PR suruh kita baca textbook gitu ada cerita yang 5 halaman dan sama sekali gk menarik... Lalu dia suruh kita kerjain Workbooknya.. disuruh deskripsi karakter inget! DESKRIPSI... dan juga pertanyaan" yang menyangkut itu......

Lalu pas Jam H-nya.... dia masuk trus gw dengan tampang sok rajinnya omong:" Sir ini HW-nya. "
trus dia bilang.. "okay we'll discussed it later... I will not discussed it for you.." Kalo gk dikumpul yah bilang gk usah dikumpul!!!! apain kaya gw minta dia kasih jawaban aj T_T. Lalu kan dah nyampe salah satu karakter utama namanya Dawan gitu... trus dia kan adeknya Kwai... Lalu...
dia tuh dah nulis banyak banget deskripsinya di papan.. tapi gk ada tentang hubungan dia ama karakter laennya( Kwai ). Trus gw bilang:," Sir! Dawan is KWAI's sister!!! " trus dia dengan tololnya menulis She is a WISE ...... trus gw tegasin :" KWAI Sir! KWAI " Trus dia bilang : "I'm talking about personalities here... " Trus gw nunjuk buku Workbook yang dengan jelas" ada DESCRIPTION dia malah mintanya personalitiesnya doank ==a ==a FHL. Trus dia bilang sesuatu yang terdenger bego dari sudut pandang gw : " Yes, of course. I know I know.. Everybody knows that. " Yang gk baca ceritanya mana tau seh ??? ==a

sudahlah.. gk penting pusingin itu....
Btw, besok kelas gw ada tumpengan... dan Ankle gw... KESELEO yap.. benar. KESELEO.. semoga besok bisa masuk skul d bwat tumpengan ^^ GBU and Me ^^

Yap.. PS 2...

2009-04-27T08:39:00.001-07:00

Yap alow semua hha, belum berapa lama setelah perkenalan dan salam....
Gw yakin lu pada gk taw.. gw tuh maniak tennis... walau maennya masih cupu",
tapi gw tuh demen banget ama yang namanya TENNIS....
&final fantasy, kingdom hearts and other RPGs....

Jadinya kan gw kemaren pergi ke Sunter Mall.... Gw tuh kepengen beli kaset FFX
masalahnya setelah gw baca" majalah dari temen tentang FF gitu. gw jadi pengen maen lagi......
ini udah ke-4 x nya gw beli kaset FFX.... ke-1,2 rusak...... dan hilang........
ke-3 baru gw beli 4 hari sebelomnya dan tak terbaca oleh PS2 gwe.......
dan gwpun ke Sunter Mall... setelah sampai di sana....
mungkin pada gk tau... Kaset Game Tennis yang di PS2 tuh banyak banget.....

tapi gw cman ketemu Top Spin doank... huhuhu >.<>\

Okay d.. jadi gw sekarang lagi maen... Lol.. bagi yang demen game PS2 boleh d coba game yang gw dah sebut di atas so..

Lol,
Firye

Yay.. My First Post on my first blog

2009-04-27T08:24:00.000-07:00

Yap... gw masih awam dalam blogging Lol.
Tapi, y gw pengen menulis tentang keseharian.. dll
dan bukannya bwat membanggakan.. tapi hanya menceritakan ^^....
Gw bkin blog ini, y karena....
gk ada alasan jga seh...

Lol,
Firye