Hmm, not a good time, but i'm not trying to *tidak punya attitude*

Yeah, as i posted in the last post, my Great Grandmother just passed away, and... When i asked my mother, how are we going to celebrate this year's christmas.. My mom answered," your great Grandmother just passed away, we must be like in a *melayat* mode for one whole year.. So we can't celebrate any occasion (include our birthdays(no birthday cakes & presents), new year(no firecrackers), SinChia(no angpao coming), Lebaran(no effect) ).
So, 2010 will be sucks... I think.. The Great Grandmother is from my dad's side.. so all of my dad's relatives are going to go through the whole years like this. Just hoping my parents don't prohibite me from going to a mall Lol...