it's snowing!!

It's snowing today November 22nd,2010 :)
Feel really cold, and swallowed some snow (accidentally).
It tastes weird :P .
*Changed my FB profile pic to a snowy one :)
Snowball is not that easy to make though.. Try to make one with gloves on..*Failed*
with hands *Success* :)

Cya,
Firye

Quick Updates on My Life (80th post)!

Just took a shower. :P
Just finished my second to last test on both Accounting and Statistic Class.
Feeling tired in the past 2 days..
Tomorrow is going to snow!! :)
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I didn't take a shower for 2/3 days until today. And it's really FRESH! :)

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I hope i get a perfect score in my Accounting test, because i'm not really confident in my test, so 100 will be the best answer. :)
Statistic Test.. The teacher is really nice! He told me what's wrong because i'm the first one to hand it to him.. And then he told me to check it again and i *think* i get it right :)
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I've been sleeping at 12 and wake up at 7-8 for the past 3 days. The effect is shown 2 days ago and yesterday. But i slept at 9 yesterday! and wake up at 12/1 . What a pig. Lol

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Have been waiting for snow for the past (insert the time i've been in seattle) here.
Hope that the weather forecast is correct !! :)

That's it,
Firye

So,..

It has been a busy week, but next week will be busier :(

Today, I'm going to the Jaeson Ma's at Udub(UW). Hope that I'll be strong enough to get there, because i slept at 2 last nite, woke up at almost 8 and just finished class at 9 and wrote this post.

There're something i do concern. When you live with your housemates, you guys pay the food expense together right? But what if he brings some friends home and eat with the ingredient? That's when we just bought the ingredients home .. == Facepalm

I don't know why, but i'm shy in front of people(obviously not my HighSchool Friends, for example: Nicole(i know you're happy i mention your name :P)), but i'm kind of hyper(?) , or talkative with FB,twitter,MSn and its friends .

I can see that unwelcomeness and uncomfortableness on your face. Don't try to hide it ^^"
Maybe you think i'm sksd but all i'm doing is trying to know you guys better. It doesn't matter anymore right now. Idk why, i'll just submit everything to fate, and of course, to God

Erh,
Firye

Hey! Care Group!

So Friday 2 weeks ago(really late eh?) , my friend asked me to join her to the Care Group, so i went to her house first, and then her friend picked us up and we went there. It's fun! I helped making dumplings though, haha. Most of them are Indonesians, Taiwanese, HongKong-ese(?). So i can speak with all of their mother language. :D :D :D , except there are some Koreans and Japaneses. :P . There were like 30 people there! haha

Last friday it's a quieter one, only 15 people there, and she and I made macaronis. :D
:P , but i think i did something wrong, I acted like we already knew each other for long time(sksd) with like most of them, and i can see it on their faces that they're not comfortable with it. I'll take things slowly then. :D .

IFGF is amazing :D ,
Firye

Hereafter

Just watch a "drama" movie named -Hereafter-
Matt Damon is in it.
If it's up in 21/XXI, i recommend you guys to watch it. (If you want a meaningful movie).
:P
Cried 4 times in da movie. <-- kill meh.

Bye,
Firye

Speechless-y

Just found a great post from a chinese website. *don't need to know what the article says.

It's an album of some really soft-boned(?) women.
http://bbs.sports.163.com/photoview/0T6Q0015/2376.html#p=6IVJ5R550T6Q0015

haha.
Dishes oh Dishes, do they think i'm their maid? --

=_=,
Firye

Keciwa mode.

17/20

nilai yg mungkin org" rasa cukup bagus. Tapi gw kecewany bukan gw gk puas, iya sih gk puas. tapi gara" gw ada 2 nomor bisa bener gw malah bikin salah. D:

masih kesel ma diri sendiri. Moga" gk lead to suicide. :P

so, gw bakal menghabiskan waktu buat kerjain latihan" d rumah d skarang. :D

Kay, cyaaa

I dream of her so much, but i have no feelings left for her.

Well, i dreamt that i was going to hug her before she opened her hands like in Titanic. And she accepted me. But i really don't know why i was happy in the dream. =_=
Too bad the dream happened after 2-4-2009

I made fun(?) of someone yesterday.

Yesterday, i went to the tennis court, with my gears and school bag, before my 6.00 pm class started. There were 3 people there, so i asked," Can i join you guys?". Then they spoke Indonesian, so i thought,"ok, i'll pretend i don't understand indonesian" , and i said that i'm from China. Then they said that it was their first time playing it, so okay, i play it like 25% of my usual power (but i still run 100% though). Then, i played 1 to 1 with one of the guys. The other 2, they whispered(but i can still hear them) kinda far from me, like 2-3 metres. They said in Indonesian that i'm not that good(but with a harsh vocab), but i'm friendly(they said)(well, i don't care you win the rally or not, i just want to play). Then if their friend won a rally they would said," wow, how great you are"(blah thingy). So the 2 guys went to play at the other court(there's 2 and i played at the one that's closer to the exit), and i pointed to my watch and said to the guy i was playing with,"hey, i have a class at 6, so i'll leave right now." then a halt and then ,"Btw, gw bisa indo(i know Indonesian)." Then, he was like shocked and half screamed," OH"(his face is hilarious, believe me.) and then i dropped a bomb," ama gw tau daritadi temen lu omong ap(and i know what your friends are talking about.)" and then i left.

hahaha
Sorry if you're not entertained,
Firye

Hmm. Dandruff Problems.

Since i moved to Seattle, i hmm take 2 showers a week? Because i rarely sweat, and if i sweated(?) the sweat will be dry in no more than 1 minute, so there's no need(i think)(Y) haha. That leads to this dandruff problem. I've been suffering from it since 8th grade. But, a friend of mine gave me the shampoo to cure the dandruff and it's cured, but at that point, i ran out of it, and the store that sold it before, doesn't sell it again. So, yap. It happens again at around 10th grade and continues(?) until now. 1 fun fact: if i wear black, you'll see many white spots on it. :P

Btw, the hours is only 13 hours a week.! Because i changed some classes to accomodate my FIRST quarter haha. :D

I got 20/20 on my first quiz, i hope i continue to rock it :D

That's it then,
Firye

Here I am. Seattle

I have arrived at Seattle for 4-5 days, but the jet lag hasn't gone away yet. D:
The food here.. Hmm 2 words, either greasy or tasty(exception for the Spaghetti :P)
Cooked myself a pot of soup yesterday, carrots,potatoes,broccoli with hams. Hmm. Nutritious.(Weird word heh? Lol)

I've made some friends. 2 close ones. 7-8 distant ones. Haha, i'm the type of guy who doesn't like to have a lot of friends. I only want to have some really trustful friends. Haha. No Offense. :D

I'm going to take Accounting, Math and Business Statistic + Humanities for this quarter. All numbers. Great. Especially Math, the teacher always gives us a homework before her period is over. Her class is 4 times a week. Doom me(4 homeworks a week is a record if it happens in Jubil**) Not adding the homeworks from other classes. D:

Only 15 hours a week. Yipee.
Haven't count the hours for homework and assignments. --

Sigh,
Firye

Setelah hiatus(alesan) lama.

I'm back.. Not really, just want to add some information..
I don't know why, for the past 2 days, i'd been having bad dreams..
(Although, after i woke up from it, i slept again and got a good dream)

Bad Dreams:
1. Became a victim in the SAW movie D: D: D:
2. Fell from a mountain
3. Left behind in a haunted motel.
4. Became somebody(idk who)'s sla** (N)

Good Dreams:
1. I do not remember it because it was so good that i really enjoyed it rather than remembered it hahaha.

I'm going to(maybe) have my toefl test at 14th August.. Wish me luck eh?
Just realize someone's smile is veryy veryy creepy.. -- , that i actually think that she is fake smiling. *Although i casually do that..

Later!
Firye

Mimpi lagi.. Aneh kah?

Well, today(or maybe yesterday) i dreamt about this thing, we(me + 2 unknown people) hitchhiking with 2 people, and i realized that the person on the passenger seat is Scream's main antagonist, and he proceeded to slice me (and my hand hurts), when i suddenly woke up, my hand really hurts D: *Actually i tried to wake up myself by opening my eyes in my dream , but it failed D:

Then i slept again, and i dreamt that my big family was gathering at my house, and we all were going to go to a restaurant, then i don't know why i was wearing a swimsuit to the restaurant =_= . I woke up because of embarrassment.

Then i slept again(yes 3 times) and i was in my room,changing my clothes ,and i was too focus to watch a drama (yeap, bad side of having too good concentration :P). and i was scolded for changing clothes for 1 hour . LOL! Then i walked down the hallway and i saw many description of the JOB(in a RPG idk), all around the wall along the hallway (maybe i should write it down, who knows who'll make a new RPG? ^^) . Then there's a 5 card system? and i and one boy are fighting for the second from the left, but i lost, so i slapped him in his face. Suddenly, his parent showed up o_O , and he slapped me. then i woke up, because my dad called me to have my breakfast downstairs..

*Finished*
Firye

News Update again..

haha.. I got a pair of shoes and a pair of jeans . ^^
from my brother who came back today !!! ^^
Thanks bro.

I'm having a little bit of family problems here.. Not emotional problems.. but economical problems, my uncle who corrupted, using the money my mom gave him to invested in the stock which is under my uncle's name.. And he is not giving the money back, with 2.4% a year, my mom supposed to get 10 digit starts with 2 from him.. But he is not giving back.. He corrupted that he even can't make a report.. Because he corrupted if there were 100k he corrupted like 1000k. -_- .
There's a case where my uncle lent my mom money with 3% a year.. But... the money he lent my mom is from my aunt who lent him 2.4% a year.. -____________- Speechless at that narcotic and smoker...

Tch..
Firye

News Update lah...

I dreamt about something else again. 3 Bad Dreams in a row D:
I slept at around 9 yesterday, because i need energy for today ^^

The first one is i was walking down the road, and suddenly it was getting harder and harder to walk, and i suddenly realized that there were some spirits on my back D: D: D: . And i tried to walk my way out of that road. But failed, then suddenly there's a tornado coming to my way and i tried to wake up and i made it ^^

The second one is my family and I were at Thailand or somewhere. We ate something and then walked our way through a bamboo-made road, and i lost my balance(there was no railing there.) and i fell down to the water, and i was eaten by an alligator. --
woke up again at that point.

The third one (i slept again), there was a tornado again (yep, again), and many people demanded(?) to stay in my errh factory? idk. Then people burst in and suddenly the scene changed to well, our lovely school, youknowwhat. and someone (idk who) but i did find raymond and jason in that class. Seriously i don't know who he is. D: . He showed me a blueprint(?) erh a broshure(?) of a really mini but functional apartment. And he said something like, that's what we got from the money we made at the tornado time?? He bought 2 apartments and he gave me one. But the key looks really futuristic.

Today i have my semi-final match, i hope i can play consistently throughout the match ^^, because my opponent is a really consistent player, i can't hope for errors from him. I'm a really defensive player though(that's because i can't be offensive), i'm waiting for errors for each points. Kay, kinda long update eh?

Bye,
Firye

Yay!

Won my first match hha, 6:5(7:5). I squandered? 5-2 double break lead and 6-3 in the tiebreak before eventually won ^^.
And the third match i was leading 4:0 before the darkness hit the court. :D
I hope i can continue my good form ^^.

Ahh, after next week, i'm officialy a graduated Pengangguran Lol.

Bye,
Firye

Dream Dream Dream....

Auch nicole, kau ditarik ke dalam TV! haha mimpi gw emg gk jauh" dari org sekitar.
Pertama gw lagi reuni SD ama temen" SD cowok. tau" Nicole nongol, dan dia ntn TV di stasiun/ shelter apa gtu lah. tau" banyak tangan keluar dari TV dan narik dia ke dalam tV... Dan you know what? setelah itu tau" scene nicole ntn tv nongol lagi. dan dia ditarik lagi. WOW! Lol, and i dreamt that there would be an EXPO around MoI, gw mimpi berjalan" ke gedung" negara turki ma malay (aneh) dan gw ngeliat ada MoI di dekat sono. -_-

Lost my first match 2 days ago 5:6(4:7). Have my second match today ^^. Wish me Luck !

Lol,
Firye

Semi-Liburan State

Yap mulai libur sejak Outbond ke Cibogo.. Besok ama Lusa latihan gradu. tanggal 8 dah graduation. Akhirny terbebas dari sekolah.

Di rumah pengap, tiap hari kerjaan browsing ampe bosen dah.

Kembali ke Flyff, 1 1 ny game yg blom bikin gw bosen maenin. ^^

Tanggal 2 Juni my first match is going to be played around 4 pm at Yaporti, yg mo dateng, dateng aj wkwkwk *ngarep abis*

Yow,
Firye

Hahaha..

Next week, is gonna be intense? I'm into the Round Robin haha, wish me luck to make it to quarterfinals. ^^

Well, i know it's a blog, but i just want to write my dreams here. This morning i had another one. haha, maybe you guys think it's funny. But it's not kinda.

Today i dreamt about hmm, i forgot LOL... nvm this line.

I'm thinking to frequently use my backhand slice instead of the strokes, haha.

I play handball with my brother everyday now LOL.
(a good excuse to hit him in the body haha)

*this post is awkward --

Bye,
Firye

Another Dream. Again..

This dream i'll just tell you this briefly. Eyes Morgan once said: What happens in the reality is the opposite of the dream..

In this dream, i dreamt that Jakarta was terrorized, and i must run myself to Germany?! While my mom went to Surabaya. And i cried in my mother's arms before i left. And then i woke up crying -_-...

The second dream is that i was stabbed from behind, and left to be dead.

If Eyes Morgan's words are true then what'll happen are Jakarta will not be terrorized. I don't need to go to Germany while My mom still by my side. AND..
I'll be stabbed from the front and will survived.

LOL,
Firye

In an Upleasant Mood

Yeah, i was happy when my mom said she'll hire a family driver only for us. And today i didn't go to tennis course because she used the driver to do something else.. --

That makes me kinda BM Lol..

This holiday is making me become lazier and lazier.. I'm not energetic right now.. And still sleepy. I have no main topic eh? Only want to say that i'm still here. I haven't gone..

Well, now i'm gonna go bye.
Firye

Errh, I wanna said it's a bad dream, but maybe it's reality.

So, i just woke up around 11.30, well first 1 woke up at 8.00 to take a dump and then slept until 11.30. Between those 3 and a half hours i had 2 very very bad but realistic dream.

The first one, well, before i start it, i want to state one thing, i dislike errh the rich man ego people... Well, not dislike, but keep distance from them.. Well, i dreamt helping one of my siblings moving a big wardrobe to his new home. Then, yeah 1 more fact about me, i will not prefered to wear Nike's product.. And he mocked me about not prefered it -__- . Well, this sibling always looks down on me and my family.. And then he mock me because i replied, it's me, i don't prefered Nike's, it's none of your business" and he said," yeah, it's because you're fat HAHAHA" i said," yeah yeah, whatever, at least i'm not getting fat, i'm always fat like this" And he speak something i couldn't hear and i yelled," whatever!!" and suddenly it moved to another dream.

The second one is a more simple one, so i joined the Inten A's Girls and go to a mall, where, everything i said was like that was wrong and all of them especially Hitler's wife, putting a really disgusted and disgusting face, that made me leave that party(well, group), and i went up to the 3rd floor by escalator and i overheard she mocked and talked about me well in a mean way, and i woke up..

Without crying this time, because it's kinda real in my life right now.. ^^

Yow,
Firye

Random mood

Lagi ngerasa pengen jalan tapi males..
Lagi ngerasa males tapi bosen..
Lagi ngerasa pengen ngemil habis buka bungkusnya langsung gk niat..

Emang liburan yang *lama* berdampak negatif y? Berat nambah 2 kg.. haha.. Walau rajin Olahraga..1 hari min. 1 jam tetap sajah... mulut gerak terus LOL..

Post ny aneh y? hahaha

ntah kenapa gk ad yg bsa diomongin..
Btw, Intern Tournament tinggal 1 bulan lagi!.. Doain juara y ^^ (Ngarep)

Moga" bisa ngebaca permainan lawan sebelom turnamen ny.. Mesti banyak meneliti neh wkwk

Cya,
Firye

raymond+lele's request..*maybe not :P

Okay, jadi gw kan mencoba memperdetil garis besar yang lele kasih tau gw.. saya mencoba mendetailkanny..

Jaman dahulu kala kerajaan rubah ama kerajaan kucing kan bersahabat jadi anak perempuan dari raja kerajaan rubah(anggap Kitsune) ama anak lelaki dari raja kerajaan serigala(anggap Neko) itu dijodohkan dan mereka berdua pun saling mencintai. Mereka sering membantu manusia dengan kekuatan fisik dan kekuatan magis mereka. Tahun berlalu dan mereka berdua pun telah menjadi siluman yang dewasa. Tetapi, karena orang tua mereka yang melihat mereka berdua membantu manusia, mereka merasa manusia telah memanfaatkan anak mereka! Terjadilah perang antar rubah+serigala vs manusia. Neko memimpin pasukan serigala dan para pasukan rubah berada di posisi bertahan. Sayangnya, Neko mati di dalam perang manusia vs rubah+wolf. Kistune yang sangat sedih pun terpaksa harus meninggalkan Neko dan pergi hidup bersembunyi di hutan belakang kerajaan mereka.

(100 tahun kemudian)
Di lokasi kerajaan rubah pada zaman lalu, sekarang telah diberdirikan perumahan, dan X(gw bingung namanya) tinggal di sebuah rumah bertingkat 1 dengan pagar warna biru(gk penting banget LOL) . Dia tinggal sendiri karena orang tuanya yang bercerai dan meninggalkannya di rumah tersebut(Notes: dia dah 18-19an). Dia bekerja sebagai penebang pohon di hutan yang berada di sekitar sana. Suatu hari saat dia menebang, dia mendengar suara binatang tetapi ternyata mengucapkan kata-kata(gaje). Dia pun mengikuti sumber suara tersebut dan mengikutinya hingga dia sampai di dekat sebuah danau, di sana, Kitsune sedang mandi(ecchi)/mencuci baju(biasa) dan setelah dia menyadari adany manusia, dia langsung berlari dengan kecepatan rubahnya. Saat melihat rubahny(kitsune) berlari, X ntah kenapa tidak takut dan melarikan diri, malah dia mengejar Kitsune hingga ke dalam hutan. Kistune yang sedang berlari pun tiba" menyadari bahwa X menyebarkan bau-bau yang menyerupai Neko yang masih dia cintai. Mereka berdua pun bertemu, dan X yang tidak tahu apa-apa pun mengikuti Kitsune kembali ke desanya(ntah kenapa). Seluruh penduduk desa terkejut ketika melihat X yang seharusnya sudah meninggal*blom selese

Auchy? Holiday is here...

Holiday! That's what i've been waiting... Until 26 April, and then we start the Graduation Practise(if we graduated :P)... Happy ^^..

Mr. John Souw wrote this on his facebook status:
"Terima Les Privat Bahasa Inggris, untuk SD, SMP, SMA, TOEFL, IELTS, etc: Please call: 087839039760 or BB code: 21913AE1."

LOL?!?!?

Wanna.... ARGHHH

So, yesterday i went to MoI.. Actually i was supposed to "poke"-ing with them. But one of them is unavailable that day(although he said that he CAN come). I ate Fiesta there, wanna ate the Fish and Chips suddenly. I ordered Goulash Soup(which i think WAS delicious, but not really) and Fish and Chips(The fish is really getting smaller.)

I went there *hindering for 1 hour* and then arrived there. After i finished my food, i did my homework(ToefL).. When the other 3, 1 was drawing and the other 2 were chatting(and i heard some of them). Then we went to Gramedia, it WAS crowded until yesterday because the 30% discount is due to yesterday. I bought 3 comics, one of my friends want to borrow, the other 2 are just new comics.

Then i went to the ToefL lesson late for 45 minutes. And my homework wasn't checked >.< because i was late and the discussing homework session was already over. I was kinda dislike the class for 2 consecutive weeks. They were talking about musics, because there are 4 musicians in the class, and they keep talking about it. And there was one boy who speaks with a FAKE STRANGE American Accent, and with the wrong Pronounciation. He kept talking and talking.. Annoys me though Lol.. At last, the session was finished. (That day, i've been putting a really annoyed face in the class, i don't know if they realized it :P) I first time came to the class , i acted as usual, friendly nice and smiles. But on the 4th class, i just can't do it. I was too weak and didn't want to fake smiling and being friendly.. I didn't speak to either one of my friends(well, classmates) for the full 4 hours(well, i texted boge in the break). I just don't feel like fitting in them.. So i just remained silent.. Thinking about Psychic things. Lol...

I just don't know why that boy keeps laughing on me? I acted don't care though, because i really don't care about him. But he's just keep doing it. Blah...

Then, on one topic about The Good Friday, my teacher argued that he doesn't like Good Friday because that Friday isn't good, and after 30-50 minutes of talking that.. One of My friends said that actually in Bahasa it's Holy Friday not Good Friday.. (you guys know about my post that i've become kinda unreligious and unsure about my own religion) I'm *kinda* NOT interested in that topic.. So i just listen and keep wiped my nose with tissues(waiting for an end of this suffering). If you know that will end the topic, SAID it from the first -_- .. I'm just not that really wants to be friend with everybody UNLESS they act friendly first.. *and i think they're*(but they're not that errrh friendly-looking, i must agree that my face doesn't show friendly though(if i didn't smile))..

Around 4, boge texted me that they want to Bamboo-ing.. So i said i would join them after the lesson, at 5.30 pm, as usual, i sat alone(when the other 5 sat together) on the chair that's the nearest to the door. (A)(B)(C)(D)(E)(empty)(empty)(me)(door <3). I look like a pathetic guy eh? Then went straight to Bamboo. After JOKING LOUDLY SARCASMLY about the restaurant and the people beside me who GOT MORE FOOD THAN US(FYI, it's All You Can Eat, and i can't eat all of the food, because the waiter has been ignoring me since i've finished 5-6 plates of dimsums(alone Lol)). We left at last.. And i paid for the taxi because those 3 begged(not begged, persuaded though) me to pay it.

After that, Nix's mom came to gading and picked her and me + nix's bro.. I think that Nix's Mom has remained young because she doesn't seem to get old at all since 5 years ago. *thanks ^^*

This post has been too long eh? (And, too much sarcasm things wandering around my head but i'll just remain silent.. About that accident also..)

Why are there some people says something to annoy some other people but that line puts them in a UNTOUCHABLE zone? >.<

I'm just not being myself these 2 months, now i really know what's the dark side of a human being. Lol.. I'm just keep thinking negatively about everyone -__- (even someone i never think i would ever think her negatively)..

Bye,
Firye

Good day.

Hari ini ntn 2 film. How to Train Your Dragons ama Clash of The Titans..
The former is really good, although it seems impossible,
The latter is kinda good, but sometimes i just focused on io over the movie wkwk.

Yow,
Firye

Yap.. Late Post

So i just finished my UN last week at 26 March 2010..
I'm kinda lazy to post because i've spent the weekends to play HoN.. Yeap. HoN lol.
and I've already planned to go out on 4 april '10. To watch Clash of The Titans..
and some other movies i haven't watched yet.
Now i'm kinda hot(my body feels warm(but not that nice warm)). I'm going to sleep, because i'm going to have holiday on Thurs and Fris. Don't want to ruin them with diseases ^^.
I'm downloading 5 1-hour trial games to play when i planned to wake up at 9.30 ^^.
well, watch my fav tennis tournament Lol. If allowed, i'm going to watch it until 2 in the morning ^^

It's not your fault, it's just me, it's my fault.

Jadi, gw kemaren ntn *Ugly Betty* di tv, dan gw ngerasa kondisi gw sama kaya tuh orang(dalam salah satu scenenya).
Gw tuh ntah kenapa sejak kejadian itu, gw tuh pasti ada rasa hindar-menghindar dari dia. Dan gw pengen bilang ke dia," ini bukan salah lu tapi ini salah gw sendiri." . Gw ngerasa lu berubah dan gw jga ngerasa gw ndiri berubah. Jadi ini salah gw, yang terlalu banyak mikir hingga gk bener otaknya, dan jadinya begini. I'm just reuniting with my friends. Dan gw baru ngeliat hasil tes PEEEP gaje di inet, kayanya dia masih memperhatikan gw tapi gw dah gk mao tau lagi. I'll talk to her before Graduated from High School, to solve this problem, 1 to 1.
Perubahan pasti gk bisa dirasakan oleh orang yang berubah tapi mesti diingatkan orang lain, begitu pula dengan gw, ada yang bilang gw tuh berubah and i admit it. Sudahlah, emang gw orangnya walau bilang," anggap tidak pernah terjadi tapi tetep aj bakal ada sreg-sregnya".
Gw pun ntah kenapa merasa, kalo lu pada gk mo temenan ma gw lagi yah udah, gw masih ada temen lain. Gk tau sejak kapan gw ngerasa pertemanan itu mudah ditemukan dan mudah diputuskan. (tidak ditujukan kepada siapa pun, hanya saya sendiri)

...........,
Firye

Wowz

Jadi, gw berencana menghabiskan waktu ntn Youtube dlu sebelom mulai belajar. *walau dah belajar bio 20 halaman hha*. Terus gw kan ntn recap Tennis on Antv on Youtube. Presenternya kan omongnya cepet y. Terus gw liat ada 1 komen OOT yang LOL abis hha

"this is an awesome language......xD
OMG I´ve never heard a human speaking THIS fast "

Saya hanya bisa terdiam

Lol,
Firye

Kayanya bakal tambah gendut nih...

So, 2 days ago, my dad's friend in HongKong visited us here In Indonesia. She brought us 3 packs of candies + 1 pack of errrh Dried Pork? And today, my aunt came here from HongKong too, she brought many foods that i die for. Cheesy Fish Balls, Instant Noodles(you guys know i'm the instant noodles addict?),Ferrero Rocher. Yam.. So, don't expect to see me lose weight in this month + next month haha. She also brought us 2 roasted *angsa(Swan?!?).* hha,kinda bad in english though. that's why i write in English..

And, today, i studied biology, yeap. Because i really want to study Medical in university DUE TO i'm unable to study pharmacy in the state where my mom told me to go to. My mom also told me to study Computer Design/ Computer Game Design. I prefer the second one. I'll make lots of PEEEEP genre game ^^ <3. :P. there are 25 chapters, i've finished around 10-12 today, and 'll finish the rest tomorrow.Then review it on Sunday. Hoping to get a perfect Score(ngarep) so i can get into the university easier?

Sorry, Mr. Zeigler, i don't have time to do your homework >.< .
Maybe i'll cheat, but i want to be honest. Because i know someone in your class is not honest with you ^^ *evil grins*

Back to the personalities.. I really have many faces. Because i can control when to smile(you know: fake smile) to people i don't know to leave them some *good* impressions. ^^, it's "simbiosis mutualisme* yeah, i understand that term right now.

Cya, Maybe 'll update every day when i'm in the exam week. Really frustrated though, my mom always scolds me because i'm not studying.. But mom, you know. Confident is needed to do the test 100% ^^.

Bye,
Firye

Lagi kena syndrome ap y?

Okay, gw kan abis beli Akihabara@Deep pesenan Nicole(kebetulan gw jga demen, yah udah d gw beli).. Terus ntar dia mo pinjem -__-a. Trus isinya ada tentang Otaku, Hikkimori thingy, gw kayanya termasuk Hikkimori d.. Orang yang kuper Lol... Di rumah paling males keluar dari kamarnya dan hanya maen aj ^^.. Keluar kalo les, makan, lagi pengen ketemu bonyok LOL. Begitulah. Isinya seru kok. Worth to buy + read.

Dan i'm in a weird mood today.. yeah, kaya biasa. Pagi-pagi, kan gw kemaren minta adek gw cas-in hape. Dia lupa.. dan gw marahin dia(karena dia yang menghabiskannya)(YEAH!). <--dasar Freak. Dan, nyampe di kantor emak gw kerja, i exploded, gw teriak" nanya mana cas-an-ny, dan emak gw yg liat geleng-geleng pala dan nunjukin ada di meja DANG! Alhasil gw pun dimarahin, terus ke Gading, boleh lah kalo gk tau jalan, tapi jgn bilang tau kalo gak tau(to my new driver), jalan ke Gading muter dulu,pinter dah. Terus nyampe di tempat les juga, temen gw kerjain liat Answer key semua, gw kerjain murni dan gw sering salah-salah, dan ada 1 cowok sering mencela gw ARGHHH wanna stab my pencil in his face. Alhasil gw jga banyak gk ngerti di kelas dan dia selalu ketawain gw.. -_-, Get a life you damn **********(Censored).

Well, about another thing happens today, i think my faith is shaking, errh yap, my religion. Although i'm a Christian, but i believe in Reincarnation and Karma. So i think i'm Atheis now.

Now in home i'm thinking either watching the replay 1.00 am Monday morning+the live on that day until 8 am, or live 5.00 am-8.00am sunday.. ARGHHH Dillema, whoever read this post answer me!

Judul-less saja y

Jadi.. gw bentar lagi dah mo UN nih.. gw bukannya gak mao belajar mati-matian. Tapi gw pengen gw tidur cukup, maen cukup, dan santai saja.. Masalahnya kalo lu terlalu tegang pas UN juga gk baik... Jadi untuk skarang. gw bakal belajar dikit-dikit, pas UN dikebutin.. Gw Ka-Il ngestuck di daftar-isi. Bingung mo gimanain... Yap semoga Tuhan memberkati larh.

Btw, kemaren gw direkomendasiin teman gw si Orange yang di shoutbox sebuah serial video yg di YouTube..
Search aj "Annoying Orange".. Lucu-lucu videonya. walau pas pertama liat agak ill-feel pas belakang" (episode 4-5an) dah seru dan lucu. ntn sajah..
sekian hari ini ^^ trims

Make something new *yesterday*

Well, i make a plan for my road to National Exams. I'll post my goal EVERYday on Facebook for preparing for the National Exams. I've done all of today's goals which are 4 goals, i finished them.

By making this, you'll feel more confident, more comfortable and more pleased with what you've done for the National Exams.. Tomorrow's goal posted ^^

Yap, you'll FEEL that you're *ready* for it. But actually not (see what i mean on the Day H)
Actually, i'm doing this so i'll not feel bad/guilty for playing in a time like this ^^

Tujuan untuk Kamis, 4-3-2010. Hafal rumus fisika ampe halamn 6 dan kimia ampe halaman 5.. Selesaikan PR Toefl 1 halaman lagi. Mulai membaca rangkuman biologi dari PM(ampe Jamur)

Disensi guru YEAH.

Gw ngerasa gk usah ninggalin image baik saat menjelang meninggalkan sekolah.. Lollll, gw hanya berharap guru"nya tidak bermain-main dengan nilai muridnya. Gw ngerasa disensi-in ama 1 guru tadi.. Ntah knp, gw omong apa dikacangin.. Minta ijin ke toilet di kacangin trus gw maen keluar aj. Lol... Capek jga y ninggalin image baik depan guru.

Nilai TO dah keluar ^^

Yap. My report card:
EL: 78
BI: 64+10
Mat: 55
Kimia: 65
Fisika&Biologi : Unknown
That's my scores.. lol

Here we goes, akhir" ini emang banyak kejadian-kejadian.. SESEorang meninggalkan teman lamanya demi kelangsungan kehidupan barunya. Gw mulai merasakan hawa-hawa yang kurang enak di deket kamar gw.. Gw mulai merasa family-less.

Okay, berikut detailnya..

Seseorang itu yaitu Someone which means only 1 people.
Meninggalkan yaitu Leave behind
Teman lamanya yaitu Old Friend
Demi Kelangsungan kehidupan barunya yaitu For his new life.
*GAJE MODE*
emang lagi agak mood gaje, emang kalo dia mo gitu gpp. Masalahnya gw tuh kalo gk demen ma orang juga liat liat kondisi, kalo kondisi lagi mendukung gw bwat benci tuh orang yah udah gw TUNJUK-kan saja. Tapi kalo kondisi lagi tidak mendukung y gw biasa-biasa saja. Jangan pernah sesekali pun lu pada campurin urusan gw ma tuh anak. okay? ^^

Hawa-hawa gk jelas, yaitu gw sering liat warna-warna putih deket ruang tamu, which is in front of my room. Dan gw rasa perkataan-perkataan gw kok bisa jadi kenyataan y? Kaya kemaren, gw bilang mo restart kompi, tiba" listrik mati dan nyala 10 menit kemudian DANG!.

Family-less yaitu. gw makin deket ma kompi sekarang !!!! -_- Which is not a good sign

Yeap... Speechless

TAK sesuai dengan judulnya gw ngerasa akhir" ini gw lagi Lifeless. Maksudnya gw jadi gk menikmati hidup.. Dikarenakan.. TO dan UN dan UP dan US.. Ujian Praktek berenang? gw malah lebih bisa Gaya bebas oyy dari pada katak Emang orang" pada bingung, gw lebih bisa kayang daripada roll depan... Gw lebih bisa gaya bebas daripada gaya kodok.. padahal yang lebih gampang itu gw malah gk bisa.
Back to Lifeless.. Akhir-akhir ini gw ngerasa yang gw lakuin tiap hari tuh gk ada bedany.. bangun pagi, mandi, ke sekolah, pulang, les, pulang ke rumah, makan, maen kompi, mandi, tidur malem dst... Pengen rasanya gw mencari sesuatu untuk meng-fill hidup gw. Tapi ampe sekarang gw masih blom tau barang itu apa?
Emang susah y, mencari arti bwat hidup... Tujuan blom ketemu, kenikmatan kgk ada. ARGHHH

Tch,
Firye

Lagi bingung ma satu hal.

Kalo seseorang mengganggap dia itu emang jago kenapa dia suruh orang lain buat lakuin sesuatu yang seorang pengecut gk bisa?
Kalo seseorang emang gk bisa melupakan masa lalu. Yah udah pendam aje, gk usah dibeberkan kaya gono.
Kalo seseorang emang bener" mengganggap gw gk se-baik atau se-bagus dia, kenapa dia mao menjatuhkan gw?
Kalo seseorang bener" ada kemampuan buat melakukan sesuatu kenapa dia mo menghindari untuk melakukan itu?
Kalo seseorang emang bener" Gifted kenapa dia malah menghancurkan dirinya sendiri dengan aksinya ndiri?
Dasar FREAK

Manusia emang beda-beda y?

Baru hari ini gw ketemu orang yang se-ARROGAN dan se-SONGON itu...
Dia boleh lah kalo jago tapi gk usah mengintimidasi orang laen kali..
Gw gk nyari ribut ma dia, dia bacot 1/2 mati -_-.
Dia omong ma gw aj manggilnya make hei hei, bukannya nanya nama kek.
Orangnya lebih gendut dari gw aj LOL...(ea mengejek)

ok, melepas dari marah.
gw hmm, 3-4 minggu lagi UN. Kar-Il masih ketinggalan !!.
blom siap lagi bwat UN.. *well, agak Siap tepatnya*
Omongin ap y?
Btw, happy valentine's day and cny! *walau telad 1 hari*

Back to the topic.. Baru kepikiran..
Susah gk y nyembunyiin rasa cemburu/ marah/ kesal/ kecewa?
Gw sih menyembunyikannya dengan menunjukkan rasa-rasa itu ke orang yang bukan seharusny gw merasakanny itu... haha.
Sudahlah, gw sering bertemu orang yang berani menunjukkan rasa-rasa itu dan gw selalu kena getahnya. arghhh, yah sudahlah mari kita buka lembaran baru ...

Gaje,
Firye

Got a quotation today.!

YOU'LL SELF-ADAPT WHEN PEOPLE AROUND YOU SELF-ADAPT-ED.
Do you guys understand what i write on the top of this entry? Well, that's what i think.. Maybe it's a little hard for you guys to..

It means.. when people around you start to change to FIT IN or COMFORTABLE, with out thinking about you. You'll also start to change to FIT IN or COMFORTABLE around them.

Which means, it's a long long chain..

It's because i start to Self-Adapt.. Well, now i think about what my act's consequences before doing something more OFTEN than the before ME. haha
I start to stop what i'm going to do that'll cause inconvenience..
I start to think what goes wrong around me..

Well, that's all for today.. Really messy right now.

Bye,
Firye

Seneng ato Sedih y?

Well, kemaren gw dibilang mata gw mirip kucing(warnanya)..
Dibilang jago ama seorang yang masih awam..
Merasa makin gk pengen belajar
Merasa disindir terus
Dah bertekad mo seleseiin kar-il tapi blom beres

Sorry kalo agak cacat, padahal tadi kepikiran banyak =_=

Sorry..

Well. today i made a girl screamed out of her lungs, because i hmm what is the english word..*flick?* her with a rubber band, and i laughed at her.. But, after that i apologized to her and she already forgives me.. But one of her best friends mad at me, and i don't know how to say the word sorry to her, because this thing has no relation to her, well.. except she is her friend.. But, i want to say sorry to her well.. to be disgusted by my act.. Sorry..

Hope she read it...

Well, is he stressed out or wad?

Well, today one of my friend told me that one of his friends has been acting strange for a couple weeks. *blank* kok tiba" ke stuck y?

Oh,y. this friend of mine is addicted to FART. I dunno why lol, he loves the sound of it. wkwk

Btw, just wanna said something..
Someone just argued with me bout something i really know bout it.. And he kept arguing saying that he is the right one. But NO! He is wrong =_=. He is a child and i don't like to argue with children. So i just say," ok, this is what this is, believe it okay. don't believe it? ask someone bout it". And he stabbing me from my back RIGHT AFTER we argued. WTH..
What a childish attitude(well, he's a child LOL)

Bye,
Firye

*Legion*. Film yang kurang jelas, but i love the story..

Kay, so gw hari ini pergi ke m-o-i ntn Legion. Niat awalnya sih mo nontonin Cosplay. Tapi... haha, gw nyampe di blitz jam 13.40 dan boge + nix dah di sono.. lalu langsung ngibrit beli tiket legion yang jam 13.40.. dan masuk. Tak disangka, ternyata sepi sekali.. Row H ke depan kosong.. padahal ampe Row T.. bukanny bilang filmnya jelek. tapi mungkin genrenya yang ada Gross pada gk didemenin kali y.. Lol.
The most memorable scene: when an innocent girl bit a man's neck. wkwk
Tapi enak juga filmnya bikin deg-deg-an. Salahkan lembaga sensor Indo yang bikin jalan cerita di Legion jadi kaco.. banyak scene yang kepotong" -_-

N.B 1: Nix baru ingetin gw.. Kita b3 gk nyangka + terkejut Anak kecilnya bakal nge***** tuh cowok. Mo tau napa? ntn y. =D
N.B 2: Nix menjatuhkan sebagian popcornnya pas liat adegan itu -_-

sigh,
Firye

Ini pengumuman untuk my wife in my future wkwk

Jadi.. gw mo kasih pengumuman aja. Sesuai gambar yang di atas.. gw sih bakal milih yang kanan atas dan kanan bawah. Karena gw lebih demen rumah yang kecil" tapi harmonis.. =D. Diingat y wkwkwk.

LOlz,
Firye

Update foto d... Salah satu mal yang kurang bernama di Jakarta

Yap. mungkin lu pada juga kaget kaya gw.. apa kah itu? Jawabannya: itu pegangan eskalator yang terkoyak"
Tanya kenapa, tanya kenapa? Jangan tanya gw.
LOL

Hati"lah dalam memilih blog skin LOL

Weits.. ceritanya gw baru blogwalking dan pas gw terhenti di 1 blog yang penuh foto" dengan blog skin yang "menawan" trus emak gw tiba" masuk, eh lu lagi nonton BF y?.. Lol..

Hari ini yap diakhiri dengan gagalnya aksi gw kabur pas jem 12 untuk les bwat TO besok.. jem 12 *ting tong ting tong*. pas pada mo pulang tau"nya ada yg ngasih tau kita kalo kita tuh pulangnya jem 2.. DANG!! Gara" gw tuh dapet shiftnya dari jem 12-4.30 alhasil gw langsung panik.. dan akhirnya berkat teman gw dengan inisial O.A. kita dapet plan.. KABUR!!!. dan dimulai dengan berjinjit" ke pintu tangga emergency.. dan menuruniny. tau"nya mobil aten gk tau kmn, trus ada satpam lewat.. jadi disuruh balik.. Tau"ny pas R. ama gw dah naek. A dan F boleh pulang... yah udah d gw ama R di skul ampe jem 2.. S- word.

Blom belajar Kimia lagi huhu..

Bye,
Firye

Yap.. Campur Aduk hal" gk penting..

-Beli kaset yang pas dites di sono bisa. di rumah gk bisa..
-Belajar Mat 3 jam gk masuk otak.
-Senen TO, -_-
-Membaca sesuatu yang bikin gw ngakak
-Lgi addicted to Taiwanese Drama.. Nonton di web gratis =D
Yap. itu hal" yg terjadi hari ini. Lol... Dikasih webnya kemaren sih tapi nonton trus ampe hari ini haha.
Btw, tiba" otak gw kosong mo nulis ap.. *refresh, refresh, refresh*

Oh, iy..
Gw baru inget hari ini. kan gk beberapa lama yang lalu gw ikut tes psikologi gitu.. Trus gw kan di bagian Kosnsentrasinya tuh kayanya 14 out of 18.. Trus gw baru nyadar sebenarnya itu kekurangan..
Karena.. gw pengalaman, pas lagi ulangan semester.. gw kepikiran apa gitu ampe dalem banget dan gw abisin 10 menit bwat pikirin gituan jelas... abis itu gw langsung ngibrit" bikin ulangannya
Ama tadi juga, gw lagi kerjain mat tiba" nyambung ke siaran tivi yang kemaren gw tonton, dan gw mikirin terus(saking konsentrasinya wkwk).

Btw, kemaren 2 temen cewek gw saling cemburuan tuh. semoga mereka cepat berbaikan wkwk.
Dan ada YURI detected in my school LOL.

Bye,
Firye

Dia.

Dia yang suka berpenampilan bukan dia yang kukenal dulu.
Dia yang tidak polos dalam luar bukan dia yang kukenal dulu.
Dia yang agak bermuka dua bukan dia yang kukenal dulu.
Semoga dia menyadarinya karena aku sedang jauh darinya.

Merasa aneh Lollll

Sekarang gw lagi masa" suram,, nilai jatuh.. dan gw tuh susah menghubungkan yang satu sama lain.. LOL

Gw dari dulu sih pernah dengernya dari Benci jadi Suka tapi gk pernah dari Suka jadi Gk Suka.. Yah gw mengalami yang ke-dua haha.

Ngerasa sekarang tuh apa yang gw lakukan, hanya untuk formalitas, biar gk dicaci maki oleh banyak orang... Yang bilangnya ingin mempertahankan padahal dirinya sedang menjatuhkannya.

Arus globalisasi emang sangat cepat, dan juga sangat berbahaya... @_@

Bahasa gw dalem banget y WKWKWK

Bye,
Firye

Meaning of Life..

So, just now. I can't figured out what is my true passion and what am i doing?...
Gw skarang kgk tau bwat apa gw hidup gitu.. tugas sekolah gk selesei, belajar gk masuk otak, dah capek gw belajar, tapi itu yang mesti dilakukan..

Gw mulai skarang mo menekadkan diri untuk belajar di skul lebih fokus lagi( tanpa menganggap remeh pelajaran apapun ).... Semoga saja, saya bisa menemukan makna hidup dari melakukan ini. Dan apa yang bener" gw suka.. Gw sih komputer demen" aj.. tapi hanya sebatas game.. Tennis, gw dah terlalu telad untuk melanjutkan ny.. Pharmacy yap. I'm into it. but now gw gk gitu ngeh ma kimia all the sudden...


By the way, i just need to stay positive and take this as a Post-Holiday Syndrome.. I just need to refocus on the studies.. It's only 2 months away from the National Exam, and i don't want to mess it up...

Ciao,
Firye