Yeap... Speechless

TAK sesuai dengan judulnya gw ngerasa akhir" ini gw lagi Lifeless. Maksudnya gw jadi gk menikmati hidup.. Dikarenakan.. TO dan UN dan UP dan US.. Ujian Praktek berenang? gw malah lebih bisa Gaya bebas oyy dari pada katak Emang orang" pada bingung, gw lebih bisa kayang daripada roll depan... Gw lebih bisa gaya bebas daripada gaya kodok.. padahal yang lebih gampang itu gw malah gk bisa.
Back to Lifeless.. Akhir-akhir ini gw ngerasa yang gw lakuin tiap hari tuh gk ada bedany.. bangun pagi, mandi, ke sekolah, pulang, les, pulang ke rumah, makan, maen kompi, mandi, tidur malem dst... Pengen rasanya gw mencari sesuatu untuk meng-fill hidup gw. Tapi ampe sekarang gw masih blom tau barang itu apa?
Emang susah y, mencari arti bwat hidup... Tujuan blom ketemu, kenikmatan kgk ada. ARGHHH

Tch,
Firye

Lagi bingung ma satu hal.

Kalo seseorang mengganggap dia itu emang jago kenapa dia suruh orang lain buat lakuin sesuatu yang seorang pengecut gk bisa?
Kalo seseorang emang gk bisa melupakan masa lalu. Yah udah pendam aje, gk usah dibeberkan kaya gono.
Kalo seseorang emang bener" mengganggap gw gk se-baik atau se-bagus dia, kenapa dia mao menjatuhkan gw?
Kalo seseorang bener" ada kemampuan buat melakukan sesuatu kenapa dia mo menghindari untuk melakukan itu?
Kalo seseorang emang bener" Gifted kenapa dia malah menghancurkan dirinya sendiri dengan aksinya ndiri?
Dasar FREAK

Manusia emang beda-beda y?

Baru hari ini gw ketemu orang yang se-ARROGAN dan se-SONGON itu...
Dia boleh lah kalo jago tapi gk usah mengintimidasi orang laen kali..
Gw gk nyari ribut ma dia, dia bacot 1/2 mati -_-.
Dia omong ma gw aj manggilnya make hei hei, bukannya nanya nama kek.
Orangnya lebih gendut dari gw aj LOL...(ea mengejek)

ok, melepas dari marah.
gw hmm, 3-4 minggu lagi UN. Kar-Il masih ketinggalan !!.
blom siap lagi bwat UN.. *well, agak Siap tepatnya*
Omongin ap y?
Btw, happy valentine's day and cny! *walau telad 1 hari*

Back to the topic.. Baru kepikiran..
Susah gk y nyembunyiin rasa cemburu/ marah/ kesal/ kecewa?
Gw sih menyembunyikannya dengan menunjukkan rasa-rasa itu ke orang yang bukan seharusny gw merasakanny itu... haha.
Sudahlah, gw sering bertemu orang yang berani menunjukkan rasa-rasa itu dan gw selalu kena getahnya. arghhh, yah sudahlah mari kita buka lembaran baru ...

Gaje,
Firye

Got a quotation today.!

YOU'LL SELF-ADAPT WHEN PEOPLE AROUND YOU SELF-ADAPT-ED.
Do you guys understand what i write on the top of this entry? Well, that's what i think.. Maybe it's a little hard for you guys to..

It means.. when people around you start to change to FIT IN or COMFORTABLE, with out thinking about you. You'll also start to change to FIT IN or COMFORTABLE around them.

Which means, it's a long long chain..

It's because i start to Self-Adapt.. Well, now i think about what my act's consequences before doing something more OFTEN than the before ME. haha
I start to stop what i'm going to do that'll cause inconvenience..
I start to think what goes wrong around me..

Well, that's all for today.. Really messy right now.

Bye,
Firye

Seneng ato Sedih y?

Well, kemaren gw dibilang mata gw mirip kucing(warnanya)..
Dibilang jago ama seorang yang masih awam..
Merasa makin gk pengen belajar
Merasa disindir terus
Dah bertekad mo seleseiin kar-il tapi blom beres

Sorry kalo agak cacat, padahal tadi kepikiran banyak =_=

Sorry..

Well. today i made a girl screamed out of her lungs, because i hmm what is the english word..*flick?* her with a rubber band, and i laughed at her.. But, after that i apologized to her and she already forgives me.. But one of her best friends mad at me, and i don't know how to say the word sorry to her, because this thing has no relation to her, well.. except she is her friend.. But, i want to say sorry to her well.. to be disgusted by my act.. Sorry..

Hope she read it...

Well, is he stressed out or wad?

Well, today one of my friend told me that one of his friends has been acting strange for a couple weeks. *blank* kok tiba" ke stuck y?

Oh,y. this friend of mine is addicted to FART. I dunno why lol, he loves the sound of it. wkwk

Btw, just wanna said something..
Someone just argued with me bout something i really know bout it.. And he kept arguing saying that he is the right one. But NO! He is wrong =_=. He is a child and i don't like to argue with children. So i just say," ok, this is what this is, believe it okay. don't believe it? ask someone bout it". And he stabbing me from my back RIGHT AFTER we argued. WTH..
What a childish attitude(well, he's a child LOL)

Bye,
Firye